AnnaRaeBanana

Just casually realized I never posted my fic for Star Sans Poly Week (which I also created, and maybe should start posting the prompts on here, too, or at least link the Tumblr...) on here. Gonna make a cover and do that asap. Stay tuned!

I posted this one on Ao3 earlier this month, then forgot to post it on here. I remembered now, though, so...here, have a 18k oneshot about the creation of Shattered Dream Sans.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/367904153-%C3%A2me-damn%C3%A9e

*Yeets a new fic at you* Have some food.
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/337641725-hate-is-such-a-strong-word-an-undertale-fanfic

Happy New Year my friends! Maybe this year I can start using this app more shofnoet.

Finally remembered to post something for UTMV Dream and Nightmare's birthday. 
          
          Even if it's just the first part and I haven't started the second part yet...but at least I posted something.

Man, I really should start using this app more.

Oh, my birthday was yesterday.
          
          I am now AdultTM (18).
          
          Huh.

Updated some covers of my books!
          
          I think they look a lot cleaner now.

New chapter of Ebott's School for Troubled Teens sometime today perhaps????

Grief is something I’m been starting to experience for the first time recently.
          
          I say this loosely. I did not grieve fully when the cat I grew up with had to be put down. I did not grieve fully when Unus Annus was deleted. There’s been some death in my family this year, but as I wasn’t close with the members that passed away, only talking for a handful of occasions, I did not grieve them fully. 
          
          I acknowledged that these things ended, that I would not spend time with them any longer. I came to terms with that quickly.
          
          When Technoblade’s video was posted, I was one of the first ones to watch it. Or at least that’s what my YouTube showed me. 3 views, 5 likes, 1 comment that didn’t show. I had believed that it was a video of him announcing he’s quitting YouTube, which I will admit to having anxiety over.
          
          In a way I suppose I was right.
          
          I’ve only been part of his subscribers for a couple years. I still remember that the first thing that drew to the DSMP as a whole was a fanart from when Ghostbur shows him Friend in the middle of his execution. Since then, I’ve watched every video that I could. I still haven’t watched them all; I will get there eventually. 
          
          I’ve laughed. 
          
          I’ve cried.
          
          I’ve been happy every minute of his videos.
          
          He helped me remember my love of Greek Mythology. He helped me remember why I love writing. He helped me discover what type of humor I like, and helped define the humor I use now. He helped me connect to so many nice people, think of ideas and words and prose and dialogue I didn’t know I had the ability to write. He helped me remember to live, to put myself out there and try to connect despite my anxiety, to believe in myself and stay true to my skills.
          
          He will forever be a youtuber I remember. He will forever stay in my heart and help cheer myself on when things get tough again. He will forever be inspiration for my art, writing and the person I become.
          
          Thank you from the deepest part of myself, Technoblade, for being you.