Gods, I feel so bad for being such a flake, guys. But I can't tell you how fuckin' crazy life can get the moment you stop looking. I'll be 25 in less than a week, and it feels like the rug is being pulled out from under my feet more and more by each passing day. Aside from that lousy life vent haha, I just wanted to post a little update I am currently rewriting chapter 73, as I was disspointed and in a rut over the pacing and the events happening so I scrapped it and started again. The process is going really well if I do say so myself, already on page 40 again, and I finally buckled down and did my first deep-dive into an Eros 1st POV and I must say I am actually really vibing with it! It was so intimidating but for what reason? I couldn't tell you, I am just an ADHD, OCD, DEPRESSION Kitty mess, and the cripply performance anxiety gets to me some days and makes writing even more messy and difficult for me mentally and physically. I have one week of Winter term classes left and two finals before I'll have a brief reprieve, which I hope to use to the max to write write and do some more writing and stpry updating for both REGINA & FREYA's stories so please believe in me one more time and don't give up on us just yet! Hope you all are still alive and well, thriving in whatever you are doing and whatever life you are pursuing in these times of chaos & carnage incarnate. Hopefully, see you soon with some multi-chaptered surprise updates!