Hi, you guys probably dont remember me. But I truly apologize for the lack of updates. I feel like I'm losing the spark of writing in general. But then again, I love writing. And it sucks, the feeling of not being able to do what you want, it hurts. I just don't know what I can do, I have so many people give me requests, I have so many ideas myself. But for some reason, I just can't write or type anything. Sorry I haven't touched Cinderfella in over a month, I will complete it, I just don't know when. Truth be told, I just don't know where to begin, I want things to be perfect, but I can't make it perfect.
The worst part is that the best way I can write is when I don't have a plot, or a draft, and just type what I'm feeling, as of what I'm doing right now. That's why a lot of my stories are very negative, I keep saying this. But it's like my way of venting. A lot of my one shots "Hiding" "Relapse" "Goodbye" "Happy Little Pill" "What is 'Perfect' Exactly?" "Love Hurts" and many more.
I'm sorry for this random rant. I just needed to say it. I'm graduating next year, and now I have to write 3 essays in a day, look for Universities or higher educations, drilling school test papers, homework. Extra classes that take away my lunch and after school. I finish school at 5:30 pm almost everyday. And then balancing it with my so called "Dance Career" because I feel like I'm not doing good enough. And then the cycle goes on again.
Sorry, had to get all of this off my chest. I might delete this too. But anyway, I'll try to be better.
Until Next Time.