AnnabethJackson345
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okay that's it now goodbye
(Also I love yall okay bye)
AnnabethJackson345
KeeperFan17
I made the 201st follow. I broke the even number. I am all powerful.
AnnabethJackson345
happy pride month everybody️️⚧️
Lunamoon20111
@unclerickrocks i understand that you dont like pride and i aknowledge that but in the nicest way possible mind your ownbeeswax and let us queer beens live life to the gayest biest pridiest we can
unclerickrocks
@AnnabethJackson345 I am not a fan of Pride. Pride is the root of sin. not a fan. I am as strait as can be.
AnnabethJackson345
Hi.
So this is a really hard announcement for me to make, but I think I'm going to have to abandon this account.
I doubt anyone's gonna see this anyways. No one cares anymore. No one even notices I'm gone.
Even looking at this account makes me physically upset. It just reminds me too much of the person that I used to be. I've only stuck around this long for my readers and followers who don't even care about me. I'm not the person I used to be, the person I was before I opened my goddamn eyes and saw what a mess my life was.
I won't abandon this account completely. I'll check in every few months I guess just to see whats happening, but I'm sure it will be nothing.
My new account is @OriginalAaronUrie if you guys wanna check it out. I guess this is goodbye.
Goodbye forever. Thank you all. I love you and I will miss you.
Lunamoon20111
@AnnabethJackson345 i care we all care you are not alone and if they say anything lets just say if they step out of line they get a broken spine
AnnabethJackson345
I'm gonna have to take a break AGAIN guys. I'm so sorry. I just got some really bad news and I just need to deal with it and I already have so much on my plate, but I will be back ASAP I promise
AnnabethJackson345
I've been scrolling down my message board. I'm sorry I can't be that upbeat loving person for you guys anymore. I promise I try, but it's so hard.
AnnabethJackson345
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@AnnabethJackson345 other things I realized: 1) me a year ago was an annoying ass bitch 2) I expected way too much of you guys and I am so sorry 3) I was way to upbeat and excited about literally everything 4) I thought I was edgy and cool. I absolutely was not. 5) I miss the days where I didn't care that I was an annoying upbeat asshole because I didn't know that I was an annoying upbeat asshole Thank you all for putting up with me for so long.
AnnabethJackson345
Merry Christmas everybody
AnnabethJackson345
Update on the best friend thing:
He says he doesn't care what I do as long as I try to control myself around him. I'm trying not to talk around him so much because I'm afraid ill raise my voice or swear, but ill get there eventually.
On a side note, I think I made things worse for him because today I had to tell him that I relapsed (is that the right word?) on an eating disorder that he helped me get over a few months ago. I feel like I'm putting too much on him but I felt like he needed to know. I feel horrible about it but I don't feel like there's anything I can do.
I also feel bad because my friends are probably going through a lot worse right now too but I can't do anything about thag either so I guess I'll just continue being a waste of space.
Emma_Writes9142
@AnnabethJackson345 Just because some people may be going through stuff doesn't make you invalid. And I'm here if you need me
W0lF__GiRl
@AnnabethJackson345 Hey, don't worry, even if your friends are going through a lot worse, what your going through matters just as much. I know I'm making it cheesy but, that's me. Lol. Don't feel horrible, stuff just happens. I'm sure u know that already, but whatever. Also, I also just messed up my progress for my eating disorder, so your not alone. Lol
AnnabethJackson345
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So I need advice.
I have a friend that doesn't like yelling and swearing because of how he grew up and the trauma it reminds him of. I, however, happen to swear and yell a lot because of the trauma I had growing up, which he can't seem to get through his troubled little head.
He recently confronted me about it, saying how he's "given up on me" and how his girlfriend (literally little miss perfect) never yells or swears in front of him and he only ever had to ask her to stop once.
What he doesn't understand is that I'm mentally fucking ill and I can't just end my habits like that. I'm so close to just telling him to fuck off, but he's my best friend and I don't want to loose or upset him. 98% of the time i don't even notice I'm yelling or swearing, and he thinks that I can just stop because he asked me to, just like his perfect little girlfriend did.
Everyone is welcome to give advice (if they wish) but I'd really like some help from a fellow neurodivergent. Thanks so much.
Bluecurled_blonde
@AnnabethJackson345 The only thing I can say is, if he wants to take away apart of your ways of helping yourself cope in your situations then that friendship is not worth it, his way of coping is not like yours. Talk with him and maybe sort something but don't be to sad if it ends, i know it will hurt a lot but it will be worth it in the end
AnnabethJackson345
Happy Thanksgiving everybody. I meant to announce it yesterday but I was busy. I'm thankful for every last one of you.
On a separate note, did anybody watch the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade yesterday? I, for one, got very excited for Annie, Six, and Wicked, then left as soon as they were over