Annabeth Jackson

Are you ever coming back? If not is there anywhere else I can find you? I love your books! your amazing love!❤️ 
          

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          okay that's it now goodbye
          (Also I love yall okay bye)

I made the 201st follow. I broke the even number. I am all powerful.

happy pride month everybody️‍️‍⚧️

Hi.
          
          So this is a really hard announcement for me to make, but I think I'm going to have to abandon this account.
          
          I doubt anyone's gonna see this anyways. No one cares anymore. No one even notices I'm gone.
          
          Even looking at this account makes me physically upset. It just reminds me too much of the person that I used to be. I've only stuck around this long for my readers and followers who don't even care about me. I'm not the person I used to be, the person I was before I opened my goddamn eyes and saw what a mess my life was.
          
          I won't abandon this account completely. I'll check in every few months I guess just to see whats happening, but I'm sure it will be nothing.
          
          My new account is @OriginalAaronUrie if you guys wanna check it out. I guess this is goodbye.
          
          Goodbye forever. Thank you all. I love you and I will miss you.

I'm gonna have to take a break AGAIN guys. I'm so sorry. I just got some really bad news and I just need to deal with it and I already have so much on my plate, but I will be back ASAP I promise

I've been scrolling down my message board. I'm sorry I can't be that upbeat loving person for you guys anymore. I promise I try, but it's so hard.

Merry Christmas everybody

Update on the best friend thing:
          
          He says he doesn't care what I do as long as I try to control myself around him. I'm trying not to talk around him so much because I'm afraid ill raise my voice or swear, but ill get there eventually.
          
          On a side note, I think I made things worse for him because today I had to tell him that I relapsed (is that the right word?) on an eating disorder that he helped me get over a few months ago. I feel like I'm putting too much on him but I felt like he needed to know. I feel horrible about it but I don't feel like there's anything I can do.
          
          I also feel bad because my friends are probably going through a lot worse right now too but I can't do anything about thag either so I guess I'll just continue being a waste of space.

So I need advice.
          
          I have a friend that doesn't like yelling and swearing because of how he grew up and the trauma it reminds him of. I, however, happen to swear and yell a lot because of the trauma I had growing up, which he can't seem to get through his troubled little head.
          
          He recently confronted me about it, saying how he's "given up on me" and how his girlfriend (literally little miss perfect) never yells or swears in front of him and he only ever had to ask her to stop once.
          
          What he doesn't understand is that I'm mentally fucking ill and I can't just end my habits like that. I'm so close to just telling him to fuck off, but he's my best friend and I don't want to loose or upset him. 98% of the time i don't even notice I'm yelling or swearing, and he thinks that I can just stop because he asked me to, just like his perfect little girlfriend did.
          
          Everyone is welcome to give advice (if they wish) but I'd really like some help from a fellow neurodivergent. Thanks so much.