Anniellaot7
Hii ,
So this post is not about my ff or even other ff , it is just me who felt overwhelming emotions and wanted to share it with you.
so i just spent the whole night listening to forever young by BTS and i just needed to talk about that master piece.
So i am actually really young ( i won't say my age but that doesn't matter) and i always felt an emptiness there everywhere even when i was happy i wanted to be sad , when i was sad i wanted to be happy . But then i realised none of those emotions where actually true they where just some mask i put on just because i saw other happy or sad . And i always thought i was just being an attention seeker for having those thought saying to myself that i am not that special that i shoud just live like everyone even though i couldn't . And today listening to that song made me realised i was not just trying to live in a perfect world that is not . and that this nothing i should against . Because to pretend like i am not feeling that emptiness messes it up even more . And because we are young forever i think i should take this loneliness like it is and try to try to find true hapiness . We are young forever , but youth will never come back so let's try to enjoy or at least try to enjoy this youth.
And sorry i 'm a yapper.
