Annoyingmeme_02

Ok actually i hope i practice a better writing style and come back with better stuff

Annoyingmeme_02

Hello, readers and writers, and to everyone reading this message.
          
          To those who are reading, and have read my stories, „Changing Her Life, In a Day" and „To The Moon and Never Back”, I'm sorry to tell you that I have unpublished both stories. 
          
          For now, I have zero plans of rewriting the two and republishing it, but I might, in the future. It might be almost very different from the first plot, or it might have barely any change at all except for the writing style. I might change the characters as well.
          
          I have come to such decision because of my busy schedule, and I cannot break anymore promises regarding with updates.
          
          The story (Changing Her Life, In a Day) isn't exactly going anywhere either, and my one shot was never proofread.
          
          I have also realised that making fan fictions about idols isn't the best thing to do, but I still support the writers and readers. This is only based on my situation. 
          
          I have plans for other stories, but I cannot assure you guys that it would be related to Korean idols, and I'm not sure when I could start writing again as I would also like to improve, and change my writing style.
          
          My dearest apologies to readers, I cannot promise anymore updates as I have unpublished my stories, but I promise to publish new stories in the future that could hopefully be great enough for your entertainment.
          
          Thank you for understanding. 
          
          Good day to everyone.

Annoyingmeme_02

I'm sorry about this again, but I really need somewhere to let this out.
          
          I cried for a good ten minutes I must say.
          
          But after crying, I stared at the wall and spaced out for just a few seconds until I felt that my gaze was empty.
          
          I was in the bathroom just so no one would hear my sobs, and after I've calmed down, I looked at my reflection on the mirror.
          
          You could say it was a completely normal look of a person, probably someone who was sleepy or just tired, except my tear-stained cheeks and swollen eyes.
          
          I looked pretty much normal.
          
          As if I didn't just say all those things minutes ago, as if I wasn't scared for almost nothing.
          
          I'm scared.
          
          I could barely understand what's happening to me.  
          
          I'm a mess.
          
          My life's a mess.
          
          What can I do to get out of this mess?
          
          Or will I ever be able to even get out of this.
          
          It's just all too confusing that my brain could barely keep up with everything.
          
          And it's tiring.
          
          But I need to go on with my life.
          
          I have to.

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@Annoyingmeme_02 whatever your problem or whatever the things your crying about, just let it go with tears, there's nothing wrong with crying, but always think there is a solution with everything, how hard or how frustrating might the answer be there will always be light, it's not wrong to feel that way, every person has their own problems and sadness, just always remember there are people who can help but it's always yourself who will lift you up, so reflect on the things you've done for yourself, this might help you for cheering up, I guess? But yeah, I don't know how to cheer you up but I'm willing to listen and to talk to when your down, I can't help that much but I'll try to be a good listener. Might as well watch some mamamoo memes there to make you feel better
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Annoyingmeme_02

I'm crying and I don't even know why.
          
          Problems? It's just the same old problems.
          
          Pressure? It's the same old pressure I've always been going through.
          
          Anxiety? I haven't been having anxiety attacks these days.
          
          But now I'm suddenly begging my very, very, best friend to promise that she'll stay with me forever and asking her to promise a few more things.
          
          I told her to just promise it and that I don't care even if one of us breaks the promises or even if it doesn't happen even after thousands of years.
          
          I told her to just promise me all of it and I'll accept whatever happens, that I just want her to promise, I told her that at least we know that we tried.
          
          I don't even know why I'm suddenly like this.
          
          I must be worried about something, but I'm not sure if it's even worth to be worried about.
          
          Well, I think this message is already too long, I'll end this here. 
          
          Sorry for this long message not even worthy of your few minutes.
          
          Please take care everyone.
          
          We might not know each other but I love you.
          
          All of you.
          
          And I always will, no matter what happens.
          
          Have a good day/noon/night, everyone.