Last week, on Wednesday, July 8th...I was going to harm myself... I was upset and felt like I had nobody to turn to. Like I had no friends, and that I was all alone. So I went downstairs to my kitchen, grabbed a knife, and went back up to my bedroom. I sat on the floor, with tears in my eyes, as I started to brush the knife along my forearm. But just as the darkness was about to close in on me, I thought about my color guard practice the next morning. (Don't worry, we social distance and junk) I was scared of showing my potential scars and revealing that I am not always the happy, risk loving bi girl. That there was another side to me... So I stopped and threw the knife across the room and called my bbf (best buds forever) who we'll call J. As he FINALLY picked up after 5 calls I cried the hardest that I had ever cried. When I was able to speak, I picked up the knife and said, word for word
"I have a knife in my hands."
But J helped me through it. He made me laugh when I was bursting with tears. This post is not to help me but to help you. If you, yes YOU have ever felt like this before, and you don't know who to talk to, talk to me. Just message me and ask for my phone number. Nobody should feel like that.
-Anonymoose52