I'm not dead. I've had some personal matters to attend to recently.
I've been in Canada for the past three weeks in my old hometown before I moved to the US.
Staying where I used to live has been strange to be honest, seeing how little everyone has changed. Yet I'm a completely different person. I had a girl I used to be friends with tell me "If you had stayed we'd have ended up dating."
I don't know how to feel abt that, only that it's disrespectful to my current relationship. I also acknowledge that leaving that small town has allowed me to grow into a greater man. Without leaving I'd never have advanced to where I am now. But it's hard, and perhaps I'd have been happier if I stayed? Or maybe rough times happen regardless and the grass just seems unusually green on the other side.
So, uhhh imma cope w these feelings by writing a story lmao.
And what else but a pokemon battle.
Just wanted to let you guys know I'm alive and well :)
I'll resume Cynthia soon enough
Thanks,
-AnonymousCow