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@Hunter459259 Okay is a strong word, my guy, haha. I’m not giving anything up, but lately, life’s been pretty “funny” for me, xdd. Writing’s complicated right now… I don’t even know how many times I’ve deleted and rewritten this chapter over and over again. You know how it is—you have an idea, but once you write it all down, you’re like, “Hold up, hold up,” and then you get an even better idea… only for the ideas to suddenly dry up, and the one you thought was the best now seems so bad.
Like I said, I’m stuck in the middle of it—probably for the hundredth time by now. I dunno… I feel like I’m losing the drive I had when I started, and it’s really pissing me off. I love this fucking book. I love Jaybird—maybe because he’s living the life my 15-year-old self always wanted, you know? Being a WWE star. And maybe I see more of myself in him than I’d like to admit.
But the one thing keeping me afloat is knowing that at least someone likes it—partially, at least. I said I’d finish this thing, and I promise I will...just gimme some time...if you can and ill deliver