This profile meant everything to my 17-year-old self. It was the first thing I brought up in introductions but as of late, I don't do the same. Cause even if I do; the magic is gone.
This profile meant everything to my 17-year-old self. It was the first thing I brought up in introductions but as of late, I don't do the same. Cause even if I do; the magic is gone.
are you tired of 'this'?
-honestly, i needed someone more than ever I did right now,
this ecstasy of calling out to receive no reply is one of a kind.
i can say this, i'm melancholic, not sad or upset.
How could I when it's my own self?
green glass bottles in a dark alleyway,
to shatter, into crystal clear shards
the sounds and colors, echoing the pain of my heart to your ears
i was too young to understand adulthood and i get you now
we both were too afraid of each other, only sharing dreams and dread..
i wasn't the only one hiding the terror within me
I'm sorry.
Isn't it cruel for forgetful people to mess with souls with fine memory?
you have been kind
the world has been unkind
you have to be strong
the world will destroy
and so it goes on, every moment
the terror of existence residing with sorrow, giving birth to chaos
you who never saw the pain
will undeniably derive life of its meaning.
"I looked at the sky this morning and realized that summer is almost gone which really made me sad because it doesn’t seem as though it’s been here at all. Oh, I don’t want it to be over. I don’t want to get old. I have this very silly fear, dear friend, that one day I’ll be old, without ever having really been young. I wonder if it could happen that quickly or if I’ve ruined my life already. Do you think life can get by you without your even seeing it? "
- Go Ask Alice
the only good that i read from that shitty book