Anthony9vexx

I was waiting for the Black Ice node in the game Hackers and now I have it, I feel satisfied with this and it is indeed worth it.

Anthony9vexx

It's unfair that when I try to show I don't just like mediocre things and do know what others like, I'm hated as a person but when others do, they get more love and support than I do and I don't understand why, I don't understand why do people hate me for this and having autism makes it difficult to understand why people hate me and avoid anything related to that, I wouldn't be asking people if I did understand the reason. 
          
          Well I hope everyone's day is going well.

Anthony9vexx

I'm still haunted by a former follower on Quotev telling me to kill myself when I said I'll be there for another, I at the time didn't care and was upbeat until later on that it bothered me, that and all of the many horrible things I've gone through and still am to this day is why I'm unhappy and can't stop feeling like this and being unlucky shows how my feelings don't matter and I'm hated for it, ignored, unfollowed, all of it and that's my destiny, living a life that's a hell.

Anthony9vexx

Life Beyond II: The Museum of Alien Life (4K) is the most breathtaking and beautiful video out on YouTube but why is this video amazing and not anything else? It's a special documentary with insane visuals, atmosphere and music which has 3.4 MILLION VIEWS in just 3 Weeks and still growing which to get an idea how this is superior, an Alien reaction that was made 3 months ago only has 185K Views, the Soviet Union Alien underwater video was made 1 month ago but only has 789K views, alot of videos that are Reactions or typical videos aren't new, unique or hit the milestone in such a short time because Life Beyond II is made by one man or makes it with some help and if you need a reason to watch, it was uploaded by MelodySheep so if you need to know who has it, his channel is it. Also it is 4K quality but you can watch it on any normal device, no need for a 4K device.

Anthony9vexx

It's depressing Yellowstone is near my State and it was affected by a Swarm of Earthquakes but I can't leave this state anyways so if it does erupt, I guess it's better than suffering Day and Night without end because I've suffered to the point my reaction is Apathy, didn't cry or freak out in terror during the Earthquake and I've freaked out and went into grief so long ago, I don't care if people unfollow me and losing five or so people on IG? Doesn't matter. Getting hated for proving my life is horrible? Doesn't matter either. Losing my Monster of a dad and leave him after he left me and didn't truly care for me? Doesn't matter so dying in ash? No and I have pain at my heart and body which I'm used to and if I end up living through the blanket of Ash, it's something I'm used to and I'll accept the idea of suffering through it, I've suffered since I was 4 with gaining deformities as the start of extreme torture in life so if I end up surviving like Napalm Girl, it's just another one of my routines, it's inevitable and has always been something to happen to me. If I'm gone, I don't have a following that would reach that far and just another reason feeling happy instead of being angry, insane and depressed is not for me.

Anthony9vexx

It's been Two Months since I posted but does my profile picture layout look good? Also if you're wondering, the picture is a true form for X.A.N.A. and you can't see it but the chin has some white facial hair, it's not a female character but it's an Elf so it's indeed feminine.

Anthony9vexx

I can't believe Andy Davis is literally my Disney Doppelganger, Dark Brown layered hair, blue eyes, single parent with Dad being out, a sibling with the same gender and close age gap, a mother who forgets, this is too freaky and I don't even voice Andy or had any part of the development for him in the three movies.