ℝ𝕚𝕫𝕫𝕪

Guys I have a problem.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          It's just, it's hard to explain.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Sometimes I just get the urge to either SH myself or punch something.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I don't know why but I'm just obsessed with punching things.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          The worst part is that the more painful it is more I enjoy it and just can't stop.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          When it comes to the SH part, I neither feel pain nor pleasure. Just neutral.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I'm just obsessed with punching things, it's like I'm in control of whatever I'm beating up. It just feels so gud that I can't stop and later end up with a broken finger but yet I still enjoy.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Like the feeling you get when you punch things is so great, you feel powerful, in control at least that's what I feel like.
          
          
          
          
          
          
          I wanna stop but don't know how and I don't want to tell my parents cause I accidentally broke a shelf when I punched to hard.

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I know I promised I would update my books today, but I can't cuz I'm going for five different art competition.
          I already did the first one, I hope I come out among top 3.
          First place gets 2000$ and an opportunity for art to be turned to an actual product 
          2nd place gets 1000$ and same
          3rd place gets 625$ and same

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The first chapter of my reveal book is out,go check it out 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/373565103

If anyone wants me to reveal anything, tell me now cuz I'll be making the book tomorrow along with updating my books and making 3 more

Thank you so much for liking my art book and adding it to your list as well as the follow back <3

I want to do a reveal book, comment what you want me to reveal

Sorry for not updating or posting shit, I am currently not feeling well. The doc said I should be okay by Wednesday but I'm bored so I'll try to update as much as I can tomorrow

thanks you for the follow.