@Anubertalos
Sorry my grandma needed me to
Pick her up and that room longer then expected
@Anubertalos lmao same lol cause a little bit after that my ass was slumpt mouth open and all
I LIVE !
Done with everything, still exhausted, but I'm back !
You still being active here is crazy
But in a cool way
Boy how long was I gone for this time lol
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It's my birthday today ! I am now legally 18 !
thank you for voting up my rp book!! ^^
I do not kink shame
I kink ask why
I feel conflicted, I've stopped rping with a friend for a good while, the longer I stall the more I feel ashamed to come back, and the more ashamed I am to come back the more I stall, trapping me in a vicious cycle
I know they'll forgive me and tell me they understand as they always do bless their heart, but that doesn't make the shame go away, if anything it makes me feel even more guilty to have left in the first place, and even furthermore so when I eventually disappear again
How much of their kindness am I wearing out ? How much more can they tolerate me ? That eats away at my thoughts just about every day, seeing them being active makes it even more so, I can't even go and simply say hi, I just feel like they'd be better off it they've just never known me before
Has anyone else ever felt that way ? Or am I just being paranoid ?
I think your letting anxiety blowout up which I completely understand (because I suffer from it lol) but do what ever is best for you we all need a break and if you want to take time off from rping or just plain don’t feel like it I’m sure they will understand if you explain properly and if they don’t understand were they really your friend
Hey hon! Just wanted to thank you for checking in on me and liking my chapter!
