Anubertalos

Boy how long was I gone for this time lol

Thanks for the follow , dear <3

It's my birthday today ! I am now legally 18 !

this may seem out of nowhere from a total rando like me , but your pfp unironically appeared to me in a dream so i think we're destined to kill eachother in ritualistic combat or something 

thank you for voting up my rp book!! ^^ 

I do not kink shame
          
          I kink ask why

I feel conflicted, I've stopped rping with a friend for a good while, the longer I stall the more I feel ashamed to come back, and the more ashamed I am to come back the more I stall, trapping me in a vicious cycle 
          
          I know they'll forgive me and tell me they understand as they always do bless their heart, but that doesn't make the shame go away, if anything it makes me feel even more guilty to have left in the first place, and even furthermore so when I eventually disappear again
          
          How much of their kindness am I wearing out ? How much more can they tolerate me ? That eats away at my thoughts just about every day, seeing them being active makes it even more so, I can't even go and simply say hi, I just feel like they'd be better off it they've just never known me before
          
          Has anyone else ever felt that way ? Or am I just being paranoid ?

Hey hon! Just wanted to thank you for checking in on me and liking my chapter!

Are you interested in sexting?~

As life goes on, I realise that inaction and the unwillingness to reach out to others can be just as destructive as hurtful words, it's not a flaming rage destroying bridges, it's a slow and steady rain that slowly but surely erode at the bridges connecting people together until it breaks, I've lost many friends that way, in and off-line, because I wasn't there to chat with them or seemed like I hardly thought of them.
          
          Do reach out to your friends if you can, check up on them, they might be going through something hard or sunk deep in a state of mind they can't get off from, even a simple hello will mean the world to them.