i'm so sorry dear for your loss ... so so sorry... without knowing that what you are going through i repeatedly asked you to keep update.. so sorry dear... I can't have words to console you dear ,i know what a mother is to any child's life ... no condolences and words will help you to overcome in this situation .. only you can overcome with this loss by all yourself...she is your mother she is always with you .. a mother can't leave her child no matter what.. its true that she is not present physically but she is there in your heart in your every good memories with her , in you surroundings and every corner she is there and watches you ..she is always with you and will be always ... keep yourself entangled with what you want and and what your mother want you to be...and here in watpad we all readers also with you , dont feel lonely at all ❤❤❤❤much love and take care i will not force you for updates... you can continue this whenever you want ❤