Guys I have a question. So recently I had an experience with a guy. He is a few years older then me (not more then 5 tho) and me and my sister went over to his house last weekend. My sister dates his brother and I was only there so she wouldn't be by herself when its time to go home.
I had no idea that it was supposed to be a 2-man (or double date). I was just accompanying my sister there. Well this guy was waiting for me there and after my sisters bf said that he was the guy I was gonna be with for the 2-man. The guy immediately got super touchy. And I did get a bit uncomfortable but my sister was having fun with her bf and I didn't wanna interrupt them. So when he asked if we could go in a different room then them I said yes. He was still a little touchy and practically begged me to f*ck him even after I told him no.
He ended up asking if I could at least touch his private area and give him a handjob or blowjob and I...accepted? Kinda? He literally was jacking off to me while I was next to him. And we had just met. And then I ended up giving him a short blowjob (i stopped after a few seconds) and everything was just incredibly uncomfortable. He even put a bite mark on my neck. And since my sister was still in the other room with her bf I pretty much had to sit in the room with the guy until she was done before leaving and it was both uncomfortable and awkward. I felt like leaving her there but I honestly didn't want to.
So after that day, I just keep feeling uncomfortable and ashamed with myself for letting him convince me to do that with him. But I feel like it technically isn't SA since I did it willingly. Is it? That's pretty much the question I need answered. Is it SA if I did it willingly? I was still uncomfortable and didn't even like him. And afterwards my sister said he was complaining and saying he didn't want me because I didn't let him f*ck. Idk. I've been very busy lately and my sister doesnt even know what i did. I just needed to vent.
