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Come backkkk

Wow
          
          Isn’t being emotionally abused by your own family just f u n ?

This is my second account!
          
          I’m not gonna day much, but I’m really proud of myself for this so please read it!
          
          Thanks! uwu
          
          
          https://my.w.tt/VuKQFLAyw3

Merry Christmas!
          
          Today was a bit awkward
          
          I got a bunch of stuff for my room so my parents were moving stuff around...
          
          Then ended up finding all my cutting supplies
          And uh, that was very awkward
          
          But we didn’t talk about it, she just told me that she better not find anything again lol

I’m excited for Christmas for many reasons, one of them being that for at least one hour my whole family can be happy and we don’t argue. One hour may not seem a lot but when everyday is filled with insults and arguments, I’m glad for a bit of happiness...^^

I’m scared to sleep but I’m so tired
          I have really bad panic attacks (or along the lines of that. But I’ll panic super badly to the point of crying) when I get sore throats, and if sleep then when I wake up my throat will be worse because I’m sick
          
          So I’m trying not to sleep, but it’s so hard... Tomorrow morning is not gonna be fun

Hey, if anyone on here is feeling down, or upset, or just wants someone to talk to, don't hesitate to message me. I might not always reply right away, but I'm here to listen, as someone dealing with depression myself.

Okay so I’m panicking over school and stuff, and I suddenly taste blood.
          
          Kind of normal, so I put my hand to my mouth to see if it’s okay, and there’s just blood dripping from my mouth.
          
          Apparently I was biting my tongue so hard that it caused me to bleed lmao-

I’m getting blamed for everything my sister is doing and it’s just fucking great.
          
          My sister was yelling at me while I was replying calmly, and mom yelled at the both of us to be quiet. So I stop talking and Mia continue yelling. I tell her to stop so we don’t get in trouble and she said she doesn’t care, and I say quietly “But I do”
          
          Then my mom screams at me for talking.
          
          I fucking hate this...

I feel sick
          
          And tired
          
          And one is not helping the other one at all
          
          Great-