Anxiety_Sanders

"You remind me everyday I'm not enough but I still stay." -from July by Noah Cyrus
          	
          	Life is tough right now and I dont know how to handle the things in my life rn. 
          	
          	I try to keep positive. That I can handle the responsibilities thrown at me. But why does my family always seem to not believe in my ability to do these things. I don't cry but when my family inserts themselves into my problems...they remind me of how incapable I was. 
          	
          	For the past two weeks, I've been crying every night. Sleeping less and less. All because of this opportunity I was working for and was not willing to give it up. But to me, it feels like my family doesn't believe in me or further discourages me by joking around and making fun of my attempts to be a better person. Making fun of the struggles I show. Why can't they understand that I don't want to give up just because I am pressured. 
          	
          	But they constantly joke around. To me, it isn't a joking manner. It makes me cry every time because they've done this so many times. Even if it was unintentional. Why can't they just say they believe in me rather than making fun of me having a hard time trying to achieve something I want them to be proud of. 
          	
          	It hurts. It hurts so much. But I'm not giving up...yet. Just slowly losing hope.

Anxiety_Sanders

"You remind me everyday I'm not enough but I still stay." -from July by Noah Cyrus
          
          Life is tough right now and I dont know how to handle the things in my life rn. 
          
          I try to keep positive. That I can handle the responsibilities thrown at me. But why does my family always seem to not believe in my ability to do these things. I don't cry but when my family inserts themselves into my problems...they remind me of how incapable I was. 
          
          For the past two weeks, I've been crying every night. Sleeping less and less. All because of this opportunity I was working for and was not willing to give it up. But to me, it feels like my family doesn't believe in me or further discourages me by joking around and making fun of my attempts to be a better person. Making fun of the struggles I show. Why can't they understand that I don't want to give up just because I am pressured. 
          
          But they constantly joke around. To me, it isn't a joking manner. It makes me cry every time because they've done this so many times. Even if it was unintentional. Why can't they just say they believe in me rather than making fun of me having a hard time trying to achieve something I want them to be proud of. 
          
          It hurts. It hurts so much. But I'm not giving up...yet. Just slowly losing hope.

zewujun

Hey u

zewujun

fAlSeHoOd
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Anxiety_Sanders

Sorry if I let you down
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Anxiety_Sanders

Maybe when I get back. Situation here is going loco
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zewujun

Wtf how did I not see this ._. You good, fahm???!!

Anxiety_Sanders

@otaku-at-the-corner uwu
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zewujun

@Anxiety_Sanders uwu
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Anxiety_Sanders

@otaku-at-the-corner 
            
            I'm good. And....its because I dont notify followers
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Anxiety_Sanders

Alam niyo masakit kapag mayroon kang 'gusto' sa isang tao pero hindi ka nila man binigyan ng tsansa. 
          
          Mas masakit pa kung gusto mo na siya tapos pinaasa ka lang. Lalong lumala ang pag ibig mo sa kanya pero sa huli ay wala talaga kayong pagasa maging mag-ka-ibigan. Parang sinaksak ka sa puso at nagiwan ng hiwa na hindi na gagaling.