AnxiousSquiddie

I’ve decided to step out of my comfort zone!
          	
          	I’ve done a voice reveal and a creation of a ASMR channel. ^^
          	
          	
          	(I feel very proud for no reason.)

AnxiousSquiddie

I feel very anxious about asking this but. 
          
          - should I do a voice reveal. ?
          
          [] I really want to do some sort of ASMR book. Lolz

Pl3bbie

Ooh that sounds very interesting!! Only do it if you’re sure about it. Don’t pressure yourself if you aren’t ready^^
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puppy_b1tes

@iiSpicyyyyii Yes please! I’d love to hear your voice (only if you’re comfortable)
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AnxiousSquiddie

I’m sorry. I’m sorry, I’m sorry I just can’t control myself and my thoughts, I know I’m crazy for sparking up and having full conversations with myself but I have no one else to talk to about my feelings, positive rants, negative and the ones right in between.
          
          — sorry for the massive vent.

AnxiousSquiddie

@Pl3bbie @xX_napknight_Xx Thank you so much, you two don’t know how much I love you two /p 
            
            You two encouraged me so much, I’m at a lost of words! <3 
            
            -You guys are too much.
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puppy_b1tes

Yo don’t worry! I do that too and I always thought it was normal until now. I don’t have anyone irl to talk to and it’s helpful having yourself to talk too because (for me) it doesn’t feel that lonely. I can’t control myself nor my thoughts too but I’m trying, and we can try together if that would make you feel better. I’m not great at this comfort thing but if I know one thing that I need to hear that you might need too, we’re here. You have people you can talk too about anything that’s going on.
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Pl3bbie

Hey! It’s very much alright to think that way!! Not everyone has people they can talk to, but i’m here for you! It may not be as good as you are, im not the best at the comforting business. But, we are friends right? Friends are here for each other, and i’m here for you.
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AnxiousSquiddie

Idk how I feel at this point. I feel horribly hungry but I don’t want to be called ‘Greedy' 'Stop eating so damn much.' Even though I’m underweight I feel so insecure about myself. I’m tired of being shamed and alone for being underweight.

AnxiousSquiddie

I just need to find some courage to eat. But roleplaying is my best coping mechanism. 'I know it’s so cringe but roleplaying builds me confidence and courage. I’m not saying that you should roleplaying w/ me. Since you’re on hiatus/hibernation, and I want to respect that.'
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AnxiousSquiddie

@xX_napknight_Xx  it’s okay, it’s just my body aches whenever I swallow something hot. I just tried eating some pasta but I just tried puking it back up. 
            
            - woken up ('just now.')
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puppy_b1tes

@iiSpicyyyyii I have something like that but first please eat and take care of yourself. My mom and older sister are trying to get me to lose weight just because of my stomach and how it’s looks and it makes me feel so damn insecure. I’m trying to learn some self love but it’s hard when your own family is telling you to change. I don’t know what to say since I’ve never been underweight but please eat and take care of yourself even if they call you ‘greedy’ or whatever. Sorry I couldn’t help more, sir nap…⚜️
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AnxiousSquiddie

WHY IS CABINET BATTLE #1 SO GOOD?! SOME HAMILTON SONGS ARE SOO GOOODDD. (First time looking at some history stuff.) 
          
          (Sorry for the lack of posting or commenting, stress and ADHD problems)

Pl3bbie

@iiSpicyyyyii nahnah i love my fellow goofy people. THE OC'S ARE INTERESTING THO OOHHH
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AnxiousSquiddie

@Pl3bbie I LOVE MAKING MY OWN OCS  IN THESE SITUATIONS. (Just Like i have one who died in the civil war and another from the harpers ferry. I’m goofy and weird asf)
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Pl3bbie

@iiSpicyyyyii OMG YESSSSS
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