@AnyWhereElse
Hey~ @r_i_n_g_m_a_s_t_e_r said you needed a hug! *hugs* You okay, buddy?
We might not know eachother very well, but you can always talk to me, kay? I hope you get better! ^-^
@Elise-san haha yeah thanks. I'm just going through some depression and it just got really bad last night. I'll be okay though. Thank you though
Hey there.....you might know me....
*actually screaming*
If depression were a human being I would slam their head very violently against the wall. . . repeatedly
When there are gay things you wanna read/watch BUT YOU CAN'T BECAUSE OF ALL THE FREAKING SMUT
Oh my gods thank you for the votes I do t des Eve them tho ;-;
OH MY GLOW CLOUD
YOY
I don't know if anyone will actually see that post, I just felt like it need to be said. Even if no one will listen
Maybe if I wasn't sentient, then life would stop being annoying. I wouldn't want that though because it has beautiful moments. Like the way my girlfriend's eyes look in the sunlight. Like the way my best friend smiles. The way my little sister's hair poofs up when she takes it down from a bun after a few hours. The way my friends laugh after a joke. The way fire dances at night. The way it feels to lay in my girlfriend's arms and for her to lay in mine. The way my friends' arms feel around me. The way a book builds me up and makes me feel better. The way music feels like energy in my veins. The way certain songs make me want to sing. The way my pencil feels to glide across paper making lines that form a face.
And I really like that feeling, when you don't doubt that there is a chance that you might matter a smidge to someone that means the world to you. And even that smidge is just enough. And that feeling when you think that maybe you make the person that makes you happy, even just a little happy.
Sorry for the sappiness. I just feel really sad right now and I'm trying to remember things that make my life a bit more bearable. I just want to thank @firefangOC , @Kumajirowilliams , @ShaySavannahII , @MoreThanJustEnemies , @BootySpoon , and @ Zero_Infected for making my life a bit more pleasant. I hope I give back to you. I hope I make you feel better when you're down. I hope I make you smile. I hope I make you happy. I hope you like being around me. I hope you like being my friend. You all have made me smile more than I've smiled for most of the duration of my lifetime so far I think. Thank you for being amazing.
Note: Don't worry, I'm not going to die or anything, I'm just trying to make myself feel better right now.
@MoreThanJustEnemies and @firefangOC You're welcome, like I said I was just thinking about certain things to cheer myself up. I'm glad it could do the same for yoy.
Oh geez... These are the thoughts I need every once in a while. That was a really helpful thing to see, thanks.
@KumajiroWilliams and @firefangOC I was really scared you wouldn't see this.... I would have posted it in a book but I didn't have a book to post it in
Just out of curiousity, am I anyone's senpai?
