Anyways

Had to go to the hospital a few days ago bc to much stress was affecting my heart and now I'm stressing bc i hope my parents don't find out ive failed a few but not all classes when he goes and tries to file out taxes

I wanna sleep on the floor cuz i genuinely think I'll wake up easier/start the day. 

After joining Tumblr and seeing how just lively things are over there and being almost overwhelmed by the amount of fanfiction that's been there for awhile without knowing, 
          (They literally created a document called The Pedro Librar, so u can find fics of him like ♥️♥️♥️♥️) 
           Wattpad just feels so depressing to me, but like i still get scared when commenting on stories or on other people's conversation board i guess like that's partly my fault too but idk 
          I guess i could be more descriptive in what i like in peoples stories but i feel like i always need to do more to show how much i appreciate the authors
          So if you're reading this, 
          I LOVE YOU SO MUCH ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️

I wanna start a YouTube channel just so i can make a video calmly talking about why u shouldn't listen to Andrew Tate and basically a guide to love and why respect is key, and who you can listen to instead. 
          And if u can say not all men then you can also say not all women (bc u know of the people who think all women are terrible bc of one breakup) 
          
          I just used a lot of ands.... 
          I don't feel like editing them out 
          
          I have two essays to finish....
          
          *Sigh* 

I am most definitely getting kicked out of another class for being.. 
          
          
          Omfg why can't we just have free healthcare and i could get diagnosed with all the things and just feel motivated to just be  

I am once again doing things last minute 
          
          
          
          
          I'm tired of myself 

Thanks for the votes and follow:))

Might definitely get kicked(temporarily?) out of city college but at least my mom might finally take me to  psychiatrist eventually 
          At least i have another community college i can be in temporarily
          Ughhhh who knows 

For the tenth time i have no idea what to safely major in 
          FML 

Staying up way too late to finish homework 
          At least it's getting done!
          These all nighters have made me realize that both of my parents should probably get checked or something like why are THEY awake