If you couldn’t guess it im a stay. And I’m so scared. I’m so scared that the people who saved me are going to disappear. I just read channies messages on bubble and I cried in public. I struggle at the moment to even cry in private but the thought that he’s not been taking care of himself destroys me. I didn’t know moonbin I’ve talked to him. And when I say that I mean I talk to the sky often to people I didnt know but who passed. I still talk to hiwa. Perhaps my fear is selfish. If they want to leave they should be able to. I just don’t want them to hurt anymore than they already have. Nobody deserves to be hated as idols are, if you hate imagine you where talking to your best friend and think before you mindlessly being someone pain. Idols are people who bring so many joy so I urge you send love or send nothing at all. Leave them alone. Part of me hopes stray kids would completely disappears for kpop so they won’t have to deal with the hate they get but I know that would also bring them pain. To not be able to do what they love. Be kind, please just, be kind.
