Aomkwoi

That moment when you receive an acceptance letter for something you applied as a joke to
          	But idk if I should be celebrating but my mom gonna kill me if she finds out but lol it's such a great opportunity

Aomkwoi

Spring has arrived and it genuinely feels like a new beginning for me. The high school days which I hated the most now ended and I definitely feel good. I could be only excited for the new phase, though there are several things I got to learn from my experiences. Feels like I finally got my answer to that one question I was always confused of "How to be happy?" 
          Maybe it's all a part of growing, there's still a lot more of me that needs growth but I'll not worry about it instead gotta move forward and enjoy the beauty of life.

Aomkwoi

One of the things I learned about me is my attachment issues. I could never let go of things easily. But I've learned to let go of certain things that are consuming my energy for no reason. 
          I'm beginning everything fresh I'm afraid yet excited for the new journey. 
          I wish 10 years from now wherever I'll be and whatever I'll be doing, I am a happy person in the future.

Aomkwoi

Most of the time I be like, it's so hard for me I can't do this anymore I should just stop living. So childish right? But after feeling that for countless times I realized how much tolerance I had within me, maybe I should be just proud of it.  
          Things are still not easy but at least I'm excited for the next phase ahead, I wonder if it'll be just the same as before but I know one thing for sure I'm not exposing myself as the same person before to others. Maybe some changes are important, I've stopped fighting for things that aren't worth it, I've stopped seeing my worth depending on someone else's actions towards me.

Aomkwoi

Exams are coming soon and I'm already stressed out.  I feel like starting everything from the beginning ik I've stopped updating the books but will soon continue after March. 
          Things are so struggling for me rn and it's quite frustrating but I hope things get better. 
          It's just the beginning of the new year and I think I'll be alright with time maybe but things happen so it's really okay. I just hope everything gets better with time.