@AoulSual67
Im so tired, our intrams just ended and my throat feels so sore from cheering. I feel so depressed all of the sudden, maybe because i’ve been distant from everyone lately; i dont know why im doing this but i want to stop it, i keep thinking that they dont care about me (which is probably true) and i just want to be at peace with myself
Im more active on my threads acc if you guys want to read more of my rants, its @kofiilvr
I actually hate being alive wtf is this why do my cramps hurt so fucking bad
HAPPY NEW YEARRRRR EVERYONE!!! I LOVE Y’ALL SM I HOPE YOU AL HAVE AN AMAZING YEAR
I’ve been slowly reading books here again and there’s this specific word that authors use, 'smau' which idk what it really means but as long as it isn’t freaky i’ll read anything atp (except f!reader fics, i hate being perceived as a woman in text)
Everyday i continue to feel like shit and maybe its because i’m stupid but i really don’t know what to do at this point, december is the worse fucking month here in 2024
Okay i need to make a quick recap of my life before i get confused by my previous rants, there’s this guy i like and we’ve been classmates for about 2 years now (and a couple months back in oct or september i realized that i liked him) and so we talked and stuff (talking stage) things were going fine then i made the first move (idk if you can call it that since all i said was first move but he seemed to understand and we’ve sent flirty msgs to each other, at xmas eve he’s been saying that i should confess and so i did at 12 am and now we’re dating? Idk what the english word for manliligaw is but he’s that to me now, he asked “Puwede bang manligaw?” And I said to ask my parents first since thats what you’re supposed to do before asking the girl you like
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE but it isnt so merry since I decided to confess to my crush earlier hahahha wtf i hate it so much kill me i mean they did accept it but they’re so nonchalant these days and yeah ik its christmas so they’ll be busy and stuff but i just wanna talk to them more but id rather die than admit that to anyone, i feel like this is all just an elaborate scheme that will inevitably make me a fool to everyone saying that “I only accepted your confession because my friend dared me to” so here i am writing this while im in a call with my other friend as we listen to songs as we relapse
How does love make me feel so… happy? I dont think happy is the right word for what im feeling but neither is content so— I honestly hate how someone I love makes me fold so fast, like this isn’t fair why am I losing my coolness for you dude :// On another note, I HATE BEING SAPPY, LIKE YES I CARE FOR YOU BUT SHOWING YOU THAT I CARE IS ICKY UNLESS YOU SPECIFICALLY ASK ME TO REASSURE YOU THAT I LIKE YOU AND CARE FOR YOU. Why cant I just be nonchalant bro, life would be 100x easier if idgaf most of the time
I miss my crush so bad, I LEANED ON HIS SHOULDER EARLIER WHILE HE PLAYED CARDS WITH OUR CLASSMATES HDHSBDJDBJS HSJNDNCBDJ HE WAS SO FIBSJSBDHDJDNDBFJFB HE’S SO HANDSOME KANINA AND HES SO CUTE WHEN HE SMILES I LIKE HIM SO MUCH
