AoulSual67

ALSO, I hate love (if it wasn't obvious), I don't wanna fall in-love again for now

AoulSual67

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GOSH OKAY SO LIKE A BIT OF A BACKSTORY, I HAD 2 PHONES AND THE FIRST 1 BROKE BECAUSE OF OVERHEATING (GODFORBID I TRY TO LISTEN TO MUSIC WHILE I SLEEP) AND THE OTHER ONE WAS ALREADY BROKEN BUT I REPLACED ITS SCREEN BUT THEN IT BROKE BECAUSE OF THE PRESSURE OF MY FUCKING BAG SO THAT'S THAT I GUESS. AND NOW I HAVE A NEW PHONE WHILE MY FIRST PHONE IS CURRENTLY GETTING FIXED (I HAVE NO INTENTION ON RESTORING THE OTHER ONE AS OF RIGHT NOW) SO YEAH THAT'S A LIL UPDATE ON MY LIFE

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My birthday was yesterday and it was hell, firstly I don’t like celebrating my birthday as i hate being the center of attention, secondly because my close friends weren’t even in school, they were competing in a contest and thirdly, no one even likes me so why would i want to go to school? I hate being “friends” with everyone there like fuck you I hate you so much just leave me alone and then they have the audacity to wish me a happy birthday just so I can treat them to lunch and shit. So yeah I am pissed right now.

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Im so tired, our intrams just ended and my throat feels so sore from cheering. I feel so depressed all of the sudden, maybe because i’ve been distant from everyone lately; i dont know why im doing this but i want to stop it, i keep thinking that they dont care about me (which is probably true) and i just want to be at peace with myself

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I’ve been slowly reading books here again and there’s this specific word that authors use, 'smau' which idk what it really means but as long as it isn’t freaky i’ll read anything atp (except f!reader fics, i hate being perceived as a woman in text)