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you hear that your best friend killed herself
and
you cant do anything.
your whole world stops.
your best friend is gone.
youll never be able to see her again
youll never be able to talk to her again
youll never be able to go anywhere with her again
youll never be able to laugh with her again
youll never be able to have late night phone calls again
youll never be able to hug her again
youll never be able to do anything with her again except think about how if you picked up the fucking phone, then she would still be here today.