⋆. 𐙚˚࿔ Mae 𝜗𝜚˚⋆

ive been gone for so fucking long at this point yet i still do plan on updating, just constantly busy. (trying to decorate the house atm and save up money so i can move out so i’m practically living at work.) 
          
          but last night i was staying at my boyfriend’s house with his mum and sisters and i fall asleep in his room and he’s lay next to me, yanno a normal night.
          
          the next thing i know i wake up and he goes “what the fuck.” so now i’m alert and he jumps out of bed like a damn ninja and runs to open his bedroom door and there’s a fucking police man there?! 
          
          AND HES LIKE “IS ANYONE IN THERE?! I NEED TO TAKE SOME STATEMENTS BEFORE WE GO AND ARREST YOUR MUMS EX.”
          
          and i’m like THE FUCK so i pretended to be asleep when my boyfriend opened his door more so the cop could see me. 
          
          and it was the most random situation i have been in, in a while and idk wtf her ex has done.. but shit bye ex! 
          
          also ngl my boyfriend looked like a snack running to go open that door ughhhh lmao 

oof yeah sorry i’m not ever going to read a book if i know the author speaks and communicates to their readers like utter shit, for no reason at all. 
          
          It puts me off reading the story and i know for a fact it puts other readers off too.
          
           so chile anyway so-

Being friends with insomniacs and people in different time zones is funny but mildly depressing. 

so i’ve been singing that “ching ching ching comes the money tree, and all the good things are gonna come to me.” song.
          
          with no intention! it’s just been stuck in my head because it’s catchy! and boi i have no friends except 1.
          
          and next thing i know people have starting speaking to me i’ve made friends!!! and i got money for NO DAMN REASON I DONT GET IT HAHAHAHA
          
          THANK YOU UNIVERSE I AM GRATEFUL ❤️

The only thing I absolutely LOVE about the internet is that I meet most of my really good friends on it. 
          
          Like I have more friends in different countries than I do in my town. They are on the same level as me and we talk about the most weirdest shit. 
          
          Lotta love

AHAHAHHA IMAGINE HAVING A DREAM THAT JOHNNY KREESE KIDNAPPED YOU! 
          I am so concerned for my BRAIN
          
          And I’m now scared of Johnny Kreese

Eek! I have been wanting a proper gaming PC for nearly a year.
          
          And Mamisss 
          
          It’s coming in a couple of days :) I just need to get the monitor and I’m good to go!
          
          My live streams on Tiktok are growing more now too as I’m gaining more followers and have been told to get twitch,  do I? Do I not?
          
          I’m super excited either way! And am very thankful 

It sounds so stupid but I just got hit in the kidney with a lightsaber and it hurts so so so bad

It’s 5am. 
          I woke up from a nightmare! And Pedro Pascal died in my dream. I woke up crying violently, my eyes are still streaming with tears.
          
          Had to check up on the dude, he’s okay thank GOD! 
          
          Now I want a bagel.
          
          I think one of my favourite actors dying previously has really fucked me up. Pedro is literally the kindest human ever, and makes my life a lot less shit.

Chapter 7 of destiny of a great king is up, it’s only a short one but it’s been a heck of a while!