Dear Michael,
A few years ago, I’d wake up and cry, this day every year. Now it’s a bit different. Today I forgot what day it was, at first I had decided to visit the memorial in Munich today, but life caught up, thesis submission etc. so I didn’t go.
I woke up, and went about doing my stuff. Then I glanced at the date on my laptop and realized that was June 25. I’m not active on wattpad anymore, I don’t read or write Michael fanfic anymore but June 25 and August 29 still remain special days on my calendar no matter where I am, or what life situation I’m in.
Life has changed a bit since the last August 29 post. There’s a guy that I like, and of course you know..but..the thing is that in a way (and not in a way explicable by signifiers of worldly language) I feel like I need your blessing Michael, if I wanna be with him. You’re the one who first taught me what the feeling of love was, my first love is and always will be YOU!
Michael, you’re not here but you are. I miss you, though it hurts a little less than before, I still miss you. I will never allow myself to forget you.
Wherever you are Michael, you are and will be the greatest artist to ever exist. There will be no one like you, and I truly truly believe this! Stunningly brilliant you are!
Ever yours
:) Applehead