Awalnya mau post cerbung besok, barengin ultah doi yang jadi inspirasi di cerita ini. But in fact, he's gone. I never imagine how could I do anything without his support in everyday. I've done my deepest point of life when my mom passed away, with him, we have so much experience for these years, we became this far only for goodbye? I remember (it always hurt me) that he gave his best smile only for me, but is this what I got? I said 'I must to act as I never really care to lose anything', but now I lose my mom and the only love that I knew. There's no love and no hug for April, again. I mean 'never'. #breakup