Apropos Of None

Lastly I ranted too much sry for that couldn't help 

And @justgouri, I haven't been through what you are going right now, but all I will say is don't stress too much....I know it's hard...the level I definitely don't know....but what matters ultimately is health and happiness. Trust me your parents would want the same for you. I have seen my parents once so uptight about everything, but now, my brother struggles with mild depression...at this point of time I only here them say don't worry about anything just try ur best....jo hoga dekha jayega....just be happy.... that's all they want. But yeah still their expectation from me is just slightly different, they think I can achieve anything, so they don't understand why I am not able to move forward in my career...why I am stuck....it was so hard....I used to see my friend and colleague going forward and feel bad....but uk self pity does something to ur mind....I took my good time getting out of that zone....but now I feel bit better....yes there are days I still feel too demotivated or disappointed in myself.... because I know what I am capable of but still can't achieve it....but yeah I am still working on it hopefully one day this phase will too pass..... ultimate goal is to be happy and satisfied which most people find hard to accomplish 

@justgouri Its kinda bittersweet ig, I wondered a lot what it would be like to have parents who cared enough, would it have changed something.
            But then your story and your equation with them sounds equally hard. To love them so much to not want to trouble them. Lekin, uk, unka bhi haq hai ki woh tumhe sambhale.
            I know sab toh share nhi kar sakte, but unka bhi toh haq hai to be there for you when you obviously need it. Khair, it is ofcourse something only you would be understand better than I do.
            And yeah delude yourself. First of all, from my perspective- you are so far ahead of others- you regularly top college bro, its not a small feat. You know you have the ability to be regular for a month. You have the base down already. You can study 5-6 hours a day. Thats all strength.
            But even if you don't agree, tell yourself you are the best anyway. Ki hojayega. You are just revising for an exam you know you have already cleared.

@justgouri Hojayega. MANIFEST. Fir party karenge.

@justgouri bruh hush, I abandoned my BSc Physics in second year, mera kisi ko failure bulana banta nhi hai XD. woh toh luck se JNTU ka entrance clear hogaya tha. I am two years behind my classmates- 21 and no degree

@AproposofNone while doing bsc I'm along with my batchmates... Lakin agar ye exam clear ho gya toh I'll be 3 years behind them... But then i don't care kyuki agar ho gya toh I'll dance like a moron bhai.... I'll give you all party

@funkysti K3g is lowkey my fav movie hehe. mera dimag kahi bhi chill nhi maarta. I always have to dissect everything. Issiliye mujhe aajkal ke hit movies bhi pasand nhi aa rhe since they have such little character substance in them.
            K3g khair, i watch it cuz Shahrukh and Kajol are pretty and hot hehe

@TiTisSoap wowww such a raw review of K3G, tbh I never put too much thought while watching movies, I just love old Bollywood songs and well I am always ready for some drama ; ) 
            But it's so true, his so called father disowned the son he swore to love with all heart just cause he married not as per their status.... that's some bullshit thinking....but well then again it's a movie and I watch it to relax and well for the chemistry btwn leads 

@ivwonx I voted on a couple of chapters I had missed. But otherwise I have voted on all

@AetherThrone8D40 btw will you actually read it sometime?

Tysmmmmmmm

@AetherThrone8D40 done.

@TiTisSoap thnx 

@ivwonx Currently I don't need it. But I will for sure use it for the next book :)

@ivwonx okie

@TiTisSoap okay okay ♥️

@cutesy_56743 Nothing like that. I just had started reading and my sister called. I did not get time after that. Will read it tonight. I usually vote before I read.

@TiTisSoap hey just want to ask that have you not liked Strom chapter i mean you have not commented i mean just asking to know that you will vote and comment too if you are busy no problem just want to know ♥️

@funkysti it's well deserved :)

@funkysti Thank you, kuch toh acha hua zindagi mein