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Asalamu alaikum everyone! Quarantine was rough wasn’t it? Or if you’re one of the many countries that are still observing quarantine, you might still be pulling out your hair and getting angrier and angrier at those in your company. I was nearly at my wits end from being stuck inside for too long and can’t imagine being quarantine any longer. I encourage you to stick to your deen and call upon Allah SWT when the going seems only to be getting tougher and tougher.
          
          In my own opinion, since some states and regions are seeing the highest daily records of new cases in months, reopening the economy isn’t as easy as we would want it to be, and many people are getting sick. I want to lend my condolences for anyone who’s lost a family member to covid, or to any other condition or event these past several months. May Allah SWT grant them the highest levels of Jannah.
          
          May we all hope to end this journey through life in acts of obedience to our rabb, and only when They are most pleased with us.
          
          In recent news I’ve not touch the keyboard in months due to my new life as a married woman, and I still can’t tell for sure if I’m up to coming back. As always, it’s about learning what dawah content I want to release and what I think I am in need of as well. 
          
          

A small insert of thought after watching an islamic reminder on fear. The year is now 2020, and as Muslims our lives are becoming harder. Fitna and zina, anything that is haram is in surplus. We must heal our taqwa so that it may guard us from hurting ourselves. Sending wellwishes on those effected by COVID-19. May Allah SWT protect our health and the ones around us. https://www.wattpad.com/story/217182551

COMMENT BELOW YOUR IDEAS, HOPES, AND GOALS IN BOTH RELIGION AND PERSONAL MATTERS! I HAVE SO MANY GOALS AND WAYS I'D LIKE TO CHANGE MY DAILY ROUTINE FOR THE BETTER, BUT AM CURIOUS AS TO WHAT ARE YOURS!
          
          Asalamu alaikum! It's been so long! It's kind of embarrassing, but everyone needs time to find themselves and readjust to life, since life is so ever-changing.
          
          I have been skipping out on the writing scene for the same reason I've been troubled with for over two years now.
          
          I question myself and ask myself why I write; having anxiety and fear of Allah SWT makes me want to write what is right, not what is a lie. I've been straying further and further away from fiction and focusing more on dawah, more on Islam. 
          
          Who follows me is not my decision, I do not seek wide-spread fame (I HIGHLY doubt that was or is ever going to be a thing lol)  and I do not write content to please others, but rather to try and better myself. I love talking and writing with other writers on wattpad, I like to challenge myself, but what causes me to take major hiatuses online is the fear I have of Allah SWT. I always think there are ways to better myself. Whenever I return to writing, I come back more religiously-centered than before. I'm proud of that.
          
          I want to introduce a monthly challenge, starting this February 2020. How it works is that I focus on one religious goal and one ordinary, domestic, and personal goal to meet every day for the next thirty days. It'll be a blog and I'll try to post every day , Inshallah. It won't be just for me, but for others who would like to join in. 
          
          I would like to hear your ideas! What religious/personal goals would you like to meet every day for the next thirty days of February 2020 Inshallah? I will  Inshallah personally mention you in the chapter as a thank you and make dua that you are given the strength to overcome that particular goal and make it a daily habit, inshallah. Post below!

Asalamu Alaikum to everyone out there! 
          
          I've been MIA for SEVERAL reasons, one being that school has started on my side of the country/world and I've always been a stressed out crammer if you know what I mean. I run a time lapse study vlog on studyamino and if you miss me here you can always catch up with me there, Inshallah! 
          
          I am moving in December, getting married, and still trying to figure out how to improve my life through the wonders and teachings of Islam. I've met and made a best friend out of a lovely new revert and one of my friends from my hometown is showing great interest and love in our holy Qur'an and is praying one prayer a day. I am very proud of us all!
          
          Insha'Allah I can get back to writing as soon as possible, but education and my family mean the most to me in these situations. I hope to catch you all around the bend, soon!
          
          Fi Aminillah

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I fully respect the will power of the Muslims who live in and around the Artic Circle. To have Magrib at 10 PM and pray Isha at 12 AM with fajr not too far behind at 4 AM, an Alaskan Muslim fasts around 20 to 22 hours during Ramadan. 
          
          These days, the ten days of Hijrah, are the most important days of the year. Let us fast and focus on our iman, meditate on our nafs and work hard for our hereafter. 

To put Alaska into persepctive, Isha is at midnight, fajr is at 3 AM. I was not a Muslim before, when I lived in the land of the Midnight Sun, but I am already enlightened

Leave a legacy. One that'll outlast even you, God willing. 

While I'm attempting to bring halal and accurate content to my viewers, I am also being caring towards myself. My mind, body, and soul need enrichment, and writing is not the only nourishment they require. I am leaving for Alaska next Tuesday, Inshalla'Allah, to see my family. Since the bombing of France and Belgium on 2015/2016, Air travel has terrified me. I would sincerely love it if you made dua for my safe passage. 
          
          Keeping my secret that I am Muslim away from my family, who will all be in attendance in Alaska as well, is a controversial mission. However, you cannot argue that some people aren't safe enough to come out and defy the odds against them. I can only pray that I am able continue my salah and stay in constant meditation throughout my trip.
          
          Please pray for me.

Focus more on what you'll be leaving behind. Give often what lasts and do not leave anger and hatred in the hearts of the ones you will part with in the Dunya.