Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

So in English our teacher showed us some of Howl's Moving Castle and I refuse to believe that that man is straight. There's no way.

Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

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I'm in fucking Grade 7 and they're teaching us about imaginary numbers
          THE FUCK WHY DO IMAGINARY NUMBERS EVEN EXIST- LIKE THEY'RE IMAGINARY

AnikaSN1098

@Twilight_In_Forks I’m in 10th and in pre calculus, and trust me, imaginary numbers get wayyyyy worse later. Good luck :).
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fredshotgirlfriend

i’m in grade 10 and we just learned about imaginary numbers (i’m in algebra ||) i’m not sure if you’re supposed to be learning that yet HELP
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iloveallmymans

thats crazy! im like three grades above you and i just did imaginary numbers like two months ago
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Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

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So, I've got a problem with my hands. They don't get much blood flow (my nail beds are perpetually bluish-purple), so I have to warm them up before they get stuck from too much cold. And once I got my right thumb stuck in a car door and I had to move it with my other hand for two years (it cracked every time) and now I can't move it at all when it's cold.
          Well, I forgot to warm my hands up and now they're too stiff to write. And I have like five paper cuts on my hands and my right knuckles are bruised from punching a wall and I need at least three band-aids and it fucking hurts-
          I'm typing this with a rigid index finger and it's taking forever

Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

I just saw my math test grade. About half was on rational exponents, which I'm really good at- I haven't gotten a single practice or homework problem wrong on it, and I ran circles around my class in terms of time.
          Well, we had our test today. I checked the grade, and-
          
          I GOT A MOTHERFUCKING 46%-

AnikaSN1098

@Twilight_In_Forks Yeah, but it’s mostly because I’m in AP Physics. High school physics is annoying.
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Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

@AnikaSN1098 It's worth, like, 75%. And this was the first test of the new trimester, so my grade is probably a D.
            I find Physics fun, but it gets confusing later into the year. I've only taken it last year and this one. Is it hard in later years?
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AnikaSN1098

@Twilight_In_Forks NOOOOOOO HOW MUCH OF YOUR GRADE WAS THE TEST WORTH?
            
            I’m literally failing physics rn I’m so mad at myself-
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Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

I just had the first panic attack in my life a few minutes ago because Trump won, and the gravity of the situation just hit me. I can't be out anymore, I can't love a girl.
          
          I'm genuinely terrified, and I don't know how I'm going to survive this.
          
          My mom wasn't there, my dad doesn't care, and my brother's asleep. I had no idea what to do, or how to make the attack stop. All I could do was rock back and forth, breathe heavily, sob, and wait for it to stop. I'm still shivering. Does anyone know how to help or manage the after-effects? I changed my location, and I'm still well on the way to another bout.

Luna_Katniss_Edward_

@Twilight_In_Forks I hope you will be ok!! If your not, don't blame yourself, ok?? You don't owe anyone except yourself anything. I love you so much, and please remember I'm always here.
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AnikaSN1098

@Twilight_In_Forks Good, at least you’re feeling a little better! Panic attacks are the worst. Unfortunately my anxiety brings a lot of them.
            
            I have no idea whether the girl is straight or queer, and she doesn’t discuss anything romance related at all. I just know that she isn’t homophobic and is very touchy around me (in a good, calming way). I’m pretty sure she doesn’t even know I’m queer honestly, but she might suspect it. I don’t even know whether I like her or not honestly, but I’m glad we’re friends. But maybe you’ll figure it out, just because Trump’s president, that doesn’t mean that everything’s hopeless just yet. Or maybe I’m delusional.
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Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

@Luna_Katniss_Edward_ Thanks. This means a lot, and I think that listening to music, drawing random loops and whorls, and counting everything in sight helps me. I've used all of them so far, and I think that tea will calm me, if I can get it. I've been watching some videos and talking to my little brother, and it's made me believe that I might be okay. I'm not now, but I will be. I owe it to myself and everyone in my life.
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Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

I quite literally fell in love in October. Last October.
          
          Also, my mom is really accepting of my being genderfluid! I don't think she completely gets it (she compared it to how she feels more masculine in certain situations but is still always feminine- I am not always a girl), and she still doesn't know the term, but it could have been worse!

AnikaSN1098

@Twilight_In_Forks YAY! Honestly I’m starting to build up the courage to come out to my parents as non-binary, but in my situation, I’m never a girl or a guy so it’s gonna be kind of hard to explain. I just know I’m planning on coming out before next year’s pride month. Idk if I’m gonna come out as pan and aceflux and demiromantic yet, maybe afterwards because non-binary is gonna be the identity that they might take the worst and I just want to get it over with.
            
            WOW, that was a run on sentence if I’ve ever seen one.
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Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

Two things.
          First, I came out as genderfluid to my parents on the same day that Trump was elected. Figures.
          Actually, it wasn't much my choice- I ended up crying at the kitchen counter because of the dysphoria- and I didn't actually tell them the term.
          
          Second, last night I got three-and-a-half hours of sleep. Not the worst, actually. Anyways, I fell asleep in Chemistry because my teacher gave us worksheet time for like 30 minutes. I woke up twice for about 30 seconds each before waking up for good. I thought she didn't see, but my teacher walked over, told me how long I slept, told me that she would not wake me up (but in a good, kind way), and asked me what time I slept and woke up and what happened. It reminded me of my mother.

AnikaSN1098

@Twilight_In_Forks I’m so sorry, I fcking hate gender dysphoria. I literally almost cry every day because of it, hope you feel better <3
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Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

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Shit. We're all cooked, sauteed, and creme brulee'd.
          Clarification: It's Elections and Trump is winning by a country mile. We watched some of the elections in my club and all of us took a moment to have a mental breakdown when Trump started winning- OH SHIT THEY'VE GOT TEXAS

ssvonlanken

@Twilight_In_Forks  FAKE NEWS!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry, if you actually looked at all of his rallies you would see that.
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Crimson_Rebel209

@Twilight_In_Forks Thank you for engaging in this debate with me. I learned about both sides.
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Ara-Cygnus-Sagitta

@Crimson_Rebel209 Trump literally added twice as much as Biden to the federal debt. Not the best for the economy. He also vetoed the bipartisan National Defense Authorization Act, restricted immigration, and extended tax breaks for companies.
            
            Trump made unfounded claims about Haitian immigrants (remember the "eating the pets" quote in the debate). As for the homophobia, he opposed the Equality Act, appointed homophobic judges, and poured resources into blocking job protections for queer people, along with a number of other offences.
            
            As for Harris, she was born to an Indian mother and Jamaican father, making her both black and Indian. Although the last name 'Harris' predominantly originates in Wales and England, I have found no proof that she is Irish (I am not stating that there is no way she is Irish, just that I have found no proof). In fact, I had a kid in my class with the last name 'Harris' who was black. Not at all Irish.
            
            I feel like your facts are descending into pure opinions the lower on your post you go. Either way, please know that I apologize for any rudeness. I will be much to occupied with pathetic self-pity to continue this argument, but it was fun while it lasted.
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