Arandomhuman135

Do you ever feel like mobility aids would help you but your worried that your not disabled enough or maybe your just romanizing needing mobility aids, or that people would get upset at you.
          
          Like I feel like knee braces/fore-arm crutches would help me. My knees tend to buckle/give out on me, especially after walking long distances n stuff. It’s annoying and difficult. But I believe with the braces my knees are more stable n all that and that it would also help with how much injure myself because of falling, I have constant bruises and scars on my knees and they are just wrecked. And I think the fore arm crutches would help to be more stable and stay up and just be able to move around and not get so tired so quickly(my legs get really tired really fast quiet often), my legs also tend to shake to the point of not being able to stand sometimes. I just believe maybe they’d be able to help and I won’t have as many issues.
          
          I also would like a service dog or something similar because I can get overwhelmed or anxious really quickly and it messes with my heart when my heart is already a bit messed up due to past issues. My memory is also utter shit so I think it could help with remembering things like eating or taking meds or just help in general.
          
          I don’t know. Maybe I’m over thinking it. I just don’t want to upset anyone or have anyone mad at me. (I do hope to get responses on this bc I need opinions. If you don’t want to you don’t have to I just do want/need someone to say something please.)

Had a small ?Episode? Of ?Derealization? Today… cried a bit too. But other wise a pretty good day, how was y’all’s days? (I’m not trying to look or sympathy or be attention seeking I just was to be real w/ y’all.)

I feel so genuinely ill. I feel like I’m going to throw up. 

I saw a post earlier making fun of Age regression… :(
          On a happier note, I’ve been doing pretty well w/ personal hygiene lately, I’ve been remembering to brush my teeth for like the past two/three days and honestly that’s a pretty big thing to me, I’ve struggled with brushing my teeth for the longest time so it’s pretty exciting to me, even if you may not think it is. So guys remember to celebrate the little achievements, if they matter to you then they do matter. Have a good night. :]

I’m sorry. I know your probably upset with me but please just reply ignoring it hurts worse then you just telling me you don’t wanna be friends with me anymore. I’m sorry. And if your not replying because maybe your having a good day please just say something on this just real quick? You don’t have to say anything abt that but please just somthing to tell me that you at least saw it.

It no fair! >:( I no eepy bu Dey say I go eep cuz Dey need eep cuz it late for dem. It no fair!! I no eepy >:( I upsety now I no wanna eep bu I be lying if I no go eep cuz i say I eep. :(

Soooo in my play I don’t gotta worry abt seeing all the people looking at me, beacuse I’m being blinded!

So hey guys. Just so y’all know it’s not fucking okay to text someone (who you met yesterday) saying you gonna [commit] especially after youve just been basically only making them uncomfortable especially their a sensitive people pleasing little fuck. Thanks a lot random dude. You’re a jerk. (Not on here on a dif app but I needed to put this somewhere I won’t get banned for saying fuck.)

Heyyyy can y’all give me name suggestions, I’m trying to find my maybe forever chosen name 
          Something unique perferably, maybe somthing you think may match me?

…I’m gonna sob… I joined one of my fav creators lives and I said hello to all the people up in the live and I said hello new person and then I got aggressively told ‘I’m not new’ by the person, I hadn’t ever seen them so yea they were new to me… I wanna cry I just wanted to be nice… (the other people up front said that I’d probably just never met em and were nice and so were a couple in chat but it still spooked me. They said it in a such a mean tone and I was just trying to be nice:< )