@Arandomhuman135
Yall. I need advice on two things. First, idk what to do bc I like finally having a binder but I low-key does nothing and idk what to do, and two, I wanna tell my partner I’m an age regressor but idk how and I js want them to know bc it would make her understanding me easier. I really don’t know what to do.
I just got back from the theater and at the end of the movie the 500 miles song from our lipsynic started playing (the movie was Sheep Detective but that's not the point)
And the way I awoke like a sleeper agent when I heard that song
I did my whole step out from behind the plant and yap bit in the hallway lol
@Arandomhuman135 The seats at the one I went to were also dreadful (we went to the theater in the mall) And I really want to consume more horror but my mom can't handle it
Howdy! We've got to have something in common and Jade doesn't watch enough tvso I've come over here cause ain't nobody else watch my shows T^T
I have a list on my profile of some things I've watched/interacted with, there's more i just need to be reminded lol.
Oooo also (Jay is so gunna make fun of me 4 this) do you know anything about the dictionary of obscure sorrows?
Or lyrical essays?
Or poetry maybe?
It's like so cool, all of the words are to describe obscure or previously unamed emotions. Its actually so pretty, and nobody will read it cause its technically a dictionary T-T
Idk tell me about urself ig? I like learning about people! I personally need more yappers in my life.
Anyhoot, have a wonderful day! :^
@BirdishInsanity Fun! Alr about me now ig, I'm panromantic greysexual, and my pronouns are he/they/she depending on how I feel. Gender is a mystery Im 16 turning 17, and graduating this next school year :^ I know nothing of youtube drama and tend to just avoid it. I likely have adhd And I've been raised Christian, and have recently (in the last 3 years ish) started exploring sexuality and all of that. I'm learning so bear with me. I enjoy movies and TV shows mostly. Books and poems are good too. I enjoy making films and am working on one currently. Idk anything else ur curious about? (I tend to respond slowly I apologize.)
@BirdishInsanity Alr- uh me… uhm. I like Not So Silent and Project Hail Mary currently, I’m transmasc agender, he/they/it pronouns, Im Almondsexual (I mostly like masc and androgynous people but sometimes fem), I have discord & this without the knowledge of parent, I’m 15 turning 16 this year, uhhhh I enjoy a lot of different media and enjoy reading books even if I don’t currently have the motivation to actually read them, I have autism adhd and likely social anxiety/general anxiety and some form of depression, uhhh I’m an age regressor if you know what that is-? Uh… idk… uhhh I’m not really fully out I’m only out to some of my friends and then online people. Uh I like DSMP and I’m WSS though I hate dream w/ a burning passion (idk what other drama is likely going on) I do write more fanfics then that are posted on here I js don’t have the ambition to put ‘em on here. Uhhh oh yea I do indeed have a published poem so yea uh idk I suck at interaction so sorry lol
I js woked up it is 3 (or was when I fist woke up) and my nose is stuffy an the top of my mouth is istchy TvT
I forgor but also didnt that that was in the book TvT anyway I don’t feel good TvT an I feel like I loook pale but I dunno bleh
I just got an email that your binder arrived (I'm not at home)
I'll bring it for you on Tuesday along with a small note card with the care instructions they send me in the email
@Arandomhuman135 So it's... Not here? For some reason? Technically email said "delivered or soon to be delivered" and there is a chance that it's still at the post office (since yesterday was Sunday and today's like a holiday) or I might have gotten it shipped to the other house but I'm not 100% sure
I want to be loved :( I want someone to love me and for me to love them back but no one loves me (in that way) and idk what to do cause the need feels so important/big right now. I yearn to be loved so desperately.
@BirdishInsanity ooo I’ll have to listen to that tmrw (I saw ur other message and I’ll reply to it tmrw cuz i js got home an I don’t have the mental capacity to remember who I am
@Arandomhuman135 "I Wanna Be Yours" by Arctic Monkeys is actually this feeling exactly
@BirdishInsanity yes! Like one firend if I’m right by them and laying down they js start playing with my hair and running their fingers through it and I just love it cuz they are one of the people I feel comfortable to do that and we cuddled (kinda) when I had a sleepover w/ them and it is js so nice and I love it but then since I want & like affection like that I try to do it for other people and they don’t return it and it makes me saddd :(
Hey Bo
So my mom agrees with the thought that you have EDS..
Literally I was talking about the context behind the texts I sent her
And she said that she already thought you had EDS but this is just more evidence lol
So that's... Something
(I feel like I wrote that really shittily, I'll tell you tomorrow)
EDS specifically hypermoblie EDS is looking a little too real… like I saw a video of things hypermoblie people deal with like feeling like your choking when like you get your hair shampooed in like the Solaon when you get your hair cut or just leaning you head back like that and… that happens to me often and then they showed how they could do the like ‘praying’ hands behind their back due to hyper mobility and I tried to do it out of pure curiosity and uh… I can do it with very little pain….
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