AraneaMalfoy

hey guys . i’m sorry for not updating any new chapter of my story anymore . this past few week’s have been so hard for me . i can’t write any more . from now on i will stop but i’m not even sure until when . thank you for those who alway’s been there for me , who read mu story & alway’s wait for it . i’m sorry again . i don’t know what it’s like to not have deep emotions , even when i feel nothing , i feel it completely . i wonder when i can look in a mirror and not feel like a mistake . it’s unexplainable feeling , an expression . it’s a touch , it’s a feel . once you feel it , it’s like no other thing’s in the world . have you ever felt like you did everything right and it’s still went wrong ? i’m not sure if i’m depressed . i mean , i’m not sad but i’m not happy either . i can laugh and joke and smile during a day , but sometime when i’m alone at night , i forget how to feel . people talk about grief as emptiness , but it’s not empty . it’s full . heavy . not an absence to fill . a weight to pull . your skin caught on hook chained to rough boulders made of all the futures you thought you’d have . sometime , you just have to stay silent , because nonword can explain what’s going on in your mind and heart . 
          	
          	thankyou & goodbye .

Anatolia17

@AraneaMalfoy Hey I don't really read your books and I'm not sure why I followed you but that feeling I know it all too well, it's okay. It's not always gonna be like this, I promise. I do hope you feel better and get some well deserved time off and self care. I don't know what happened but the way you feel is valid and it'll work it self out.
• Yanıtla

AraneaMalfoy

hey guys . i’m sorry for not updating any new chapter of my story anymore . this past few week’s have been so hard for me . i can’t write any more . from now on i will stop but i’m not even sure until when . thank you for those who alway’s been there for me , who read mu story & alway’s wait for it . i’m sorry again . i don’t know what it’s like to not have deep emotions , even when i feel nothing , i feel it completely . i wonder when i can look in a mirror and not feel like a mistake . it’s unexplainable feeling , an expression . it’s a touch , it’s a feel . once you feel it , it’s like no other thing’s in the world . have you ever felt like you did everything right and it’s still went wrong ? i’m not sure if i’m depressed . i mean , i’m not sad but i’m not happy either . i can laugh and joke and smile during a day , but sometime when i’m alone at night , i forget how to feel . people talk about grief as emptiness , but it’s not empty . it’s full . heavy . not an absence to fill . a weight to pull . your skin caught on hook chained to rough boulders made of all the futures you thought you’d have . sometime , you just have to stay silent , because nonword can explain what’s going on in your mind and heart . 
          
          thankyou & goodbye .

Anatolia17

@AraneaMalfoy Hey I don't really read your books and I'm not sure why I followed you but that feeling I know it all too well, it's okay. It's not always gonna be like this, I promise. I do hope you feel better and get some well deserved time off and self care. I don't know what happened but the way you feel is valid and it'll work it self out.
• Yanıtla

-valixx

Hey!
          Ja du! ♥
          Wirklich vielen vielen Dank für's Folgen! Dabei habe ich es gar nicht verdient das mir so ein wunderbarer Mensch folgt.
          
          Okay okay! Ich hoffe wirklich sehr das dir meine Bücher gefallen, und wenn nicht ist auch egal! Du bist ab jetzt übrigens ein Softie ✨
          
          Du kannst mich übrigens Kiki nennen, musst du aber nicht. Du solltest in übrigen noch wissen das ich was gegen Hater habe so wie auch troll accounts. Sonst mag ich eigentlich jeden hier. Aber trotzdem interessiert es mich wie du mich gefunden hast uwu ✨
          
          Ich wünsche dir noch einen schönen Tag ✨♥

AraneaMalfoy

haiii! awww! 
            
            das war so süß von dir! Viel Libe für dich ! Keine Sorge, ich unterstütze deine Bücher! dafür ist Freund! Schreiber zu Schreiber! Ich würde gerne deine Geschichten lesen! Übrigens, haii Kiki! ✋Ich bin Lizzy. 
            
            Nun, ich habe deinen Account durch meine anderen Follower gefunden, es ist gut, viele Freunde hier zu haben. Unterstützt euch gegenseitig und das wäre toll!
• Yanıtla

AraneaMalfoy

Lara POV
          
          "As much as I want to believe you , I know you were lying for my best . Just so you know , I will not have you without the darkness that hides within you . I will not let you have me without the madness that makes me . If our demons cannot dance , neither can we ."
          
          Preview of next chapter .