Ash

Penat la overthinking ni Bila dia dekat kita jauh. And then when i open up everything will turn into mess

Penat laaa dah tua pon perangai macam tu. Terpaling betul. Sheeettttt

Nyah kau ingat kau sorang ja ka ada baran? Habis baran aku? Mampos arr nak tengking2 aku. Ingat aku kisah? Just fuck off. I don’t care

Wakaupun selama ni aku tak percaya diri. This is my first time to say aku takut untuk gagal. Payah macam mana seklipun subjek tu, ini adalah kali pertama aku fikir i wont made it.

Die. Simple word but hard to achieve.

Malas nak ckp. Kalau cakap mcm ckp dengn dinding

Rasa diri terpling function pon sush juga. Pissed off dengn diri sendiri. F*ck

Pompuan ni babi

Eventho aku dh jnji x nak nngis. But this sem hit me hard. Idk how many time I tears up. But I can't hold my tear. I tot the hard time fly away but nah its not. I don't know if I can hold it like I used. My friend cakp before this I am the positive thinking but now it hit different when I am the one wo fucked up. Ingat nk ajk keluar this weekend but na just store the time to U life

I figure out something new in trl. Waiting for the moment comes true. And i don't even know if it happened in my way. But yeah let hope I'm still breathing when that moment comes☺