ArchanaJayanarayanan
having a cat nap on you is such a privilege, honestly.
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ArchanaJayanarayanan
alright, i need to vent for a bit, don't mind me. i have this really cool story idea but i don't know where to start. so i was listening to this song called 'closer' by isabel larosa and a whole music video story just came to my mind. everything is pretty vivid too. but i just don't know where to start this thing since a music video and story is entirely different things
ArchanaJayanarayanan
has anyone watched ThamePo? 'cause my next book would probably be a fanfic based on that series
ArchanaJayanarayanan
hello everyone,
after a long contemplation, i have finally gathered enough courage to publish 'little things'. these are random thoughts that come to me that i want to share with you. they are short, simple, sometimes boring, but always a piece of me and my thoughts. i hope you'll show this book your love.
https://www.wattpad.com/story/393937062
ArchanaJayanarayanan
i want to celebrate my birthday next year. but i don't want those fancy two tiered cakes, or a lot of people crowding in my living room. i don't want to go out for dinner and eat expensive food. i want a small cake, and midnight wishes. i want homemade food, and lots of warmth. i want to watch an old movie together, and handmade giftcards. i want it to be just us. no one else. just us, in our home. i want it to be special. i want you to hold me and kiss me on the forehead and tell me, "thank you for being born, so i could love you."
felt a little extra emotional today. maybe i should start a poetry book.
HibasWonderland169
@ArchanaJayanarayanan No I understand Sometimes you don't need all those extra lavish things. All you need is a piece of yourself and your loved ones. All you need is just to feel their love through simple things. The crowd often overwhelms us so it's totally understandable that you want some time alone with the people you love the most. It's after all these simple things that make our life worth living
ArchanaJayanarayanan
one thing about not having anyone to appreciate you is that you learn to appreciate yourself. it starts with self doubt, questioning yourself, pushing hard enough to almost break, except you don't. then comes the realisation that the fault is not yours, but theirs. that you deserve appreciation, but they just don't give it. so you learn to apprciate yourself, be proud of your achivements, every milestones you've completed. and it's fine. it's okay. everybody does that.
i thought about it today when i was snapping a picture of a drawing i made on my desk. i do that often. take pictures of random doodles i made. record songs and compare my improvements. quote down good lines that i've written. because nobody will do that for me, so i do it for myself. every time my family says that i don't have any talent, and i'm just useless, i remind myself that they just don't know all the achievements i received. i don't blame them for not knowing. and i don't blame myself for not telling. that's just the way life is.
xynlunar
@ArchanaJayanarayanan thank you so much, archana, for your kind words. please apply these kind words to yourself as well. i am always proud of you, archana. i’m always rooting for you! may we achieve the dreams we always dreamed of. ❤️
ArchanaJayanarayanan
@xynlunar the way you said everything it's like exactly the same as what i felt. i failed two of my entrance exams too and though the score was not bad it wasn't enough for my chosen major. and my graduation went the same way, i always felt out of place in my class. it's like the same thing has happened to me. don't be said. you will never be a failure. don't feel that way, alright? you should realise that entrance exams are not the same as highschool exams. i was one of the toppers in my highschool too, but entrance is not the same. it's not about how much you got right, it's more like how much less mistakes you made. you can always try again, work hard. don't be disappointed in yourself alright? you should always believe in yourself. i believe in you. no matter what the situation is, i trust you to be strong and face it. you are amazing. and like you said, let's appreciate each other everyday.. whatever result you get, you should know that, i am proud of you. i am proud of you for trying, for giving it a shot. i am proud of you for staying strong. i will always be proud of you, okay? when you feel sad, remember that i am rooting for you and praying for your happiness.
xynlunar
@ArchanaJayanarayanan thank you. i’m trying to overcome this overwhelming feeling that has been left in me everytime they compare me to that certain cousin. thank you so much for appreciating me, i appreciate you too. let’s appreciate each other everyday! <33 i failed two of my entrance exam and i feel sad, though my scores aren’t that bad—they are still not enough to meet the standard score for my chosen program. i actually feel sad, like really sad, because i feel like i’m a failure. i feel like that i did not deserve to be part of the high honors of my school. nevertheless, i try to put a positive attitude to neglect my sorrows. the graduation went well. didn’t felt any sadness or anything, probably because i don’t really felt like i belonged to my class, and i didn’t really care. ^_^” good luck to your upcoming exams! do your best! i believe in you. <333
ArchanaJayanarayanan
guys, my life is officially "dyed my hair blue it came out a seasick sort of green". i went to the parlour to dye my hair blue and guess what, it came out green. and i thought, alright, green is fine, but the dye isn't even showing properly. i am very disappointed. way to celebrate freedom after exam. i can't believe i spent 4 hours for this.
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i know i sound like a brat when i say this but i am very cautious about my hair. i have only dyed my hair once, and convincing my parents to let me dye again was very hard, so this happening is making me very disappointed.
ArchanaJayanarayanan
Guess who turned 18 today. It's me. Happy Birthday to myself . I have not been on this platform for long but I am glad for all the new friends I've made along the way. I hope I could write more stories in the future. I don't know what the future has in store for me but whatever it is I hope to get through it just like I did before
ArchanaJayanarayanan
@xynlunar it's alright. thank you. you must've been busy with your exams and graduation. when i was in school that was the toughest part for me, 'cause my bday was always during exams
ArchanaJayanarayanan
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!
I hope 2025 treats you well, and you all stay happy throughout.
At this moment, I'd like to thank all of you for the support you've shown to my only fic that I've published.
2024, to me, was over before I could blink. ⏳ A lot happened in the span of twelve months but nothing at once. I don't remember when it started, and before I knew it, it's already over. But I have no regrets this year.
I think 2024 was the happiest year of my life. It's hard to say goodbye to it. At the same time, 2025 is my most awaited year! It's the year I turn 18!
I hope this year will be better than last year. And I wish you all a very happy new year! ✨
ArchanaJayanarayanan
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE