ArcheryMaster12

Hello My Wonderful Archers,
          
              Just wanted to backtrack on me doing well. I'm not again. My parents (mostly my Dad) doesn't understand that school is not the same as "back in the day" when he went. I tried to have a conversation with him about the fact that our textbooks are online and instead of learning and reading from textbooks we use the ones online after lectures. IT WAS SO STUPID! Then he told me I wasn't allowed to compete in the meet for swim and miss 2 practices. I AM LIVID! I'm also dealing with the other BS they don't know about on top of that. 
          
              Idk what to do at this point and nothing is worth it anymore if I keep having to backtrack. I feel trapped and suffocated like y life isn't my own it's someone else's. I've only been in school for MAX 4 days and haven't even done any lessons for classes. I can't keep doing this and I have nobody to turn to or tell.
          
              I know nobody reads these and it's just me putting this out there because I need to say something and not keep it to myself, but it really sucks and I'm lost at what to do. I've prayed, but I need to do other things than that.
          
          Thank You Loves,
          ArcheryMaster12

Hello My Wonderful Archers,
          
              It is me again. School started a while ago, so my updates should be more frequent since I do Wattpad at school lol. I am nearly done with chapter 7 of Survive or Be an Experiment. Just putting finishing touches and figuring out the antagonist.
          
              I am officially a 1st Violin and on Varsity :) So it seems to be a good year so far. Homecoming is soon and I still don't have a dress lmaooo. 
          
              There is too much bullshit going on in my year of the swim team and I'm so done with it. We're having a grade discussion on what's up and they don't even see what is wrong ugh. Kinda the worst. Otherwise, life is good! 
          
          Thank You Loves,
          ArcheryMaster12

Hello My Wonderful Archers,
          
              Wanted to give y'all an update on how I have been doing lately! I am 20 Chinese assignments away from freedom! yay! Super excited about that. I haven't done anything drastic in a while since then. Swimming is improving, so I think there is light at the end of this dark tunnel to put it in a cheesy manner. I'm not sure if anyone reads these or not, but I like putting it out there for anyone to see or relate to someone else. It's been nice. I think my mental health has improved which is great!
          
              I have been thinking of becoming a fashion influencer on Instagram because I enjoy helping others and giving tips and tricks. My friends have confidence issues, so if I can help them or someone gain confidence with themselves and their body it would be amazing! So prayers and advice would be amazing. 
          
              God has a plan and I can't wait to see what it is :)
          
          Thank You Loves, 
          ArcheryMaster12

Hello My Wonderful Archers,
          
              Life has not gotten any better....if not worse. I have nothing to look forward to or live on for. Everything is just an angry and no end cycle. I get blamed for everything even when it isn't my fault. My brother threw a fairly hard dog ball at my face and hit my open eye. Throwing it at me on purpose, but my mom dubs in an accident. I throw it back at him and hit the wall. I get an earful. Someone help me.
          
          Anyway Thank You Loves,
          ArcheryMaster12

Hello My Wonderful Archers,
          
              I hope you all are doing amazing and enjoy a fun summer vacation. I will try my best to update my Survive or be an Experiment novel, but we shall see! Currently halfway done with the next chapter, so keep a lookout for that when it gets finished.
          
              On that note, I have not been doing well mentally for the past few months or school year I should say. I'm not sure why, but it feels like everything is pointless sometimes and life is just one big deja vu loop. school, swim, sleep, repeat or work, school, swim, repeat. I can't take it. As well as my parents yapping about me needing straight As when I just can't do IT! It isn't possible, ya know?  My summer has been a bit rocky because I wasn't able to finish my Chinese online class course, but I m ok with it because when I go to Chinese 3 I will be refreshed on the language, but my parents don't understand. They took my favorite sport away from me. My lovely swim. I have a big meet in July and my Dad wants to get a refund for not finishing my class and not go to practice at all. My phone is taken away until I finish too and I can't work or go out of the house. Soo I feel trapped and lost and hopeless. I'm not diagnosed, but it is possible I have a mild case of depression. Sorry for this not very bubbly announcement everyone, but I just needed to tell someone about it. I'll let you know how it goes at the end of the month :)
          
              Any advice or knowledge on what I should do? I feel completely trapped and claustrophobic right now.
          
          Anyway Thank You Loves,
          ArcheryMaster12

Hello My Wonderful Archers,
          
              I have been watching too much Royalty Core, Cottage Core, Prom Dress, and more compilations and themed things (more so background noise playlists). But like who wanna join in in wearing a dress, tiara, jewels, and walk around a museum and take photos?
              Ughh...I wish it were normal to be fancy all the time and love in extravagant houses like back in the day. Grrr.....
          
          Anyway Thank you loves,
          ArcheryMaster12

Hello My Wonderful Archers,
          
              I am super excited to announce that I finished chapter 6 in 'Survive or Be an Experiment'! It was such a fun one and my favourite chapter o far. If you have been following along with my book feel free to comment your thoughts and theories of what is going to happen. It's been gaining a bit more popularity lately which is soo exciting! One of my dreams is to be an author and it's been fun practice of writing an actual book with different dialogues and plot. Go give it some love! Have a good day and hope school is going well.
          
          Thank you loves,
          ArcheryMaster12

Hello My Wonderful Archers,
          
              I am proud to announce that I entered the Wattpad x Elf #eyeslipsfierce short story campaign! With my short inspiring story called Jennas List. Go give it some love! It's pretty exciting! It's a true story about my life and I thought it could reach out to someone and change their life. You lovely people get to learn a little about me as well! Which I usually don't share anything personal about myself. Ooo and there is a new part to Survive or be an Experiment which has gotten to be my most popular work in progress novel. Lots of things are happening and I am glad to have some free time to actually update my story and get into the exciting parts! I shallent spoil anymore. Anyway feel free to show those two some love and don't forget to star each part after you read!
          
          Thank you loves,
          ArcheryMaster12

Hello My Wonderful Archers,
          
              Happy Lunar New Year! This year is the year of the Ox(牛, niu3)) which symbolises hard-working, calm, patient, faithful and trustworthy. They can exhibit leadership qualities and have a tendency to be stubborn as well as being judgmental. They like routine and their determination makes them tireless workers. The ox is cautious, a good trait that can help avoid misfortune. It is the 2nd of the 12 Chinese Zodiacs. My Chinese Zodiac is the Monkey which symbolises sharp, smart, but with a troublesome side. Clever and creative. Fast learners and crafty. Hello, my fellow Monkey sings! Sorry for the late celebration, but I hope y'all who celebrated had a good time.
          
          谢谢你,
          ArcheryMaster12
          再见

It hits different doing homework alone at night without anyone knowing. I call it smart procrastinator since I'm not a bad student. LOOOOOL...enjoy my mini 1am update