Hey guys, I feel like my family absolutely hates me! Even worse they are threatening to send me to go to bordering school. This is all my little annoying butt face brother and his little friend's fault. They all hate me, so now I'm thinking about giving up. I feel like I'm the problem in my family. I am! I just want to DIE!!! My father was just yelling at me, and tomorrow, I'm going to New Mexico with him for a week. Just, help me!!! I just over heard my father saying, "No electronics!" No wifi so I can't update :( I feel like I should be dead. I just feel so, freaking terrible. I just want to get away and be left alone. They obviously don't know what "Leave me alone." Leans. And to my surprise my brother isn't bugging me now. This all had to start because my brother had to take of his shirt, when I was right next to a metal dolly with 50 pounds of rock on it. He waved in my face and my right temple hit the dolly. I started to scream and cry and I said something I shouldn't have said. (Which I won't say) I started today in a happy mood cause I watched catching fire last night, in my bedroom, by myself. But now I'm like this. Blood shot red eyes and a stuffy nose. So yeah. Carry on.