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Thanks to @Num1fan0fGBbfdi for inspiring me to do this! https://2truthsandalie.fun/x3lWB
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Whoops, forgot not announce on the last message :333
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Update: day three of coughing and now my chest hurts with every cough :3 and I have poor blood flow in my hands and in PE they turn purple:33
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@anklyros_the_author awhhh thank you! I'm sure I'll be fine, cuz if it was really bad, my parents would notice and do smth any it. So dw, I'll still be here if you want to talk ! You're one of my best online friends >:3
just_a_game_theory
@ArcticCircle2414 D: This happened to me once but my blood flow didn't turn purple Hope u get better soon! No seriously, I really hope u get better or I'll be very lonely again And other various reasons
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Is it normal to cough throughout the day, feel like shit every time I do, but feel fine otherwise?? I literally feel like I'm coughing my lungs out every time, but I feel completely fine afterwards. Tell me if this is normal or not??? Second day of this btw
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Damn- I just sound like I went hoarse-
I sure hope to not get sick, cuz I cannot afford to miss school :3
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@ArcticCircle2414 idk, my lungs are perpetually fucked up so like- when I cough, I sound like I've been smoking for 50 years and counting it may be a cold coming on, though:)
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Today at school in my English class, we had 7 minutes to write about our experiences with loneliness and the effects it can have, and I think I accidentally poured my heart and soul into it- one of the options was to describe online loneliness, and I brought up a friend that hasn't spoken to me for awhile, @Mincraft_player , please talk to me... and then there as a section for loneliness at home, school, and with friends or family. I really just went with it and described my personal experience with loneliness, including how it made me have bad thoughts and I would think lowly of myself, wondering if I was good enough. But I'm pretty sure I'm okay..! Probably just mentally and physically tired.
Mincraft_player
@ArcticCircle2414 I cannot tell if they hated us, hated the music, hated the teacher, hated that they were missing a subject perhaps, or anything else.. probably the music. It was literally for pre-schoolers. “MIXED UP COLORS, BEAUTIFUL COLORS, SWIRLING ALL AROUND, LOTS OF COLORS, BEAUTIFUL COLORS, ALL AROUND THE TOWN, RED, YELLOW BLUE, MAKES ME SAY “OOH”” someone said “Makes me say UWU” which is..interesting.
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@Mincraft_player in damn- thankfully our elementary school kids love us high schoolers, so we don't deal with that, yet.
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@ArcticCircle2414 DANG! Once we had to perform the most cringe song in front of some fourth graders..They were booing …So logically, one of my classmates pointed the middle finger and we all got in trouble.
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@anklyros_the_author aikiwfmejcmwmf? *speaks in alien Elliot language* (Totally not bc I main Elliot)
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Just sending out a message of appreciation to everyone who I've talked to! Thank you yall, truly are some of the best!
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Ughhhhhhhh my parents piss me off so muchhhhhhhhhhh. I was trying to play some Dandy's World, and my dad walks in and says "Why are you in your computer." so I look up at him, ( cuz I'm laying on th floor) and say "I said I was going to, I was given approval." And boy, was he mad. "Who said you could??" Then he made me turn off my computer and put it on the counter, basically refusing to let me play. I'm sorry that I didn't ask you, but you always say no, no matter what, and I'm used to asking my mom things, since I only had a mom for a long time.
cod, parents can both be so annoying and so lovable. Like, I love my mom and dad, but sometimes they do things and have me so so many things that I just want to tell at them and cry.
There's probably smth wrong with me but oh well! Just brain dumping my feeling to my faithful followers and friends!
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Imma be honest, I am very lonely.
Even !y best friend says I follow him around like a lost puppy, and I don't mean to but he's the only person I get along with well, and I don't really have any other friends anyways. At least, not irl.
Don't get me wrong, all of yall are like my online besties, but it's not the same as irl, and I really wish that someone would notice my struggles. It's hard to pretend to be happy when sometimes I just wanna start crying for no reason.
I also apologise for any spelling errors.