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          Hello dear can you please check out my story and give me your reviews it means a lot thank you and sorry for posting here without permission 

happy new year y'all <3

Gonna unpublish Panacea soon :(

Entering my mentally unstable era very uneventfully

Guess who scored 98.4% in boards??!!❤️❤️

I'm probably going to stop writing on here. 

should i stop writing on wp?
          because i started all my fics almost a year ago and there was HUGE gap left by school. priorities changed. i feel like i have problems committing to writing a long whole book. 
          like, i had such great ideas for panacea, but i didn't plan our the plot in detail. like, i knew important stuff but not everything, or how i was gonna progress with the story. i had great ideas at the beginning, when i started writing it, which was over a year ago. now i feel like it's a chore to write, and i don't feel as dedicated to writing panacea as i used to. 
          truth be told, i am immensely attached to the characters, and i am already panicking at the prospect of leaving the story behind, but i really don't know what to do.
          the next two years are crucial in my academic life, and i have no idea if i'd be able to devote as much time as i could before. and panacea was intended to be 50 chapters long. just thinking about it makes me nervous now. 
          winter bear was always a lost cause. but i think i wrote it when i was at my best. i was not insecure, i planned the plot well though i was just winging it, and wrote up to 28 or so chapters, which i can't even imagine doing now. earlier, i could see the characters in panacea as just characters, but now, i don't get that vibe while writing. i think too much, and i want to stop, but i'm scared to stop. 
           a part of me keeps telling me to stop, because no one reads what i write so it shouldn't be a problem if i stop. 
          but, no. i started writing because i LOVED doing it, not only for people to read. it feels like i'm letting the younger me down by stopping something she was so passionate about. it feels cruel.
          i have the book i used to write panacea's chapters in front of me, and i wonder how i used to write that. it's not something i can achieve now. i have no idea what to do. 
          i am on ao3 now, and i write oneshot fics now, and i think that's better for me. but i feel guilty.
          so, should i stop writing on wp?

rest in peace, moonbin-ah.⁠♡

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Updated Panacea after almost a year!