Hey. I know nobody reads these, but hey anyway to the people that do. Well I'm just some mixed up depressed girl with a horrible life. It's my life. All i want is to write, take care of kids, and be happy. I may be like this, but i know what i want and I'm too determined to get what i want to give up on those hopes and dreams. I may be miserable, but I'm still myself. I'm me and only me. The shy girl in the back of the class. The crazy weirdo nobody likes. The enthusiastic girl all up in your face trying to make you happy. The Strong woman my mom doesn't even want to see. I'm the girl who loves chocolate with a fierce passion. You see I'm just me. The girl who has been put down by all the females in her life that are related to her. The girl that's always told you are going places, but doesn't see it at all. I'm the girl who doesn't back down to bullies, but standing my ground is what i do. I'm the girl that has friends that leave because I'm too open with my feelings. I'm bisexual, but i love everyone when i meet them. I'm the kind of girl that's shy at first, but when you get to know me the person making you laugh and smile with each word i say. What can I say? I love everyone at first sight. I will always love that easily no matter the way, shape, or form you are in. I love all and that love is always unconditional. What can i say? I talk way too much, but that just means you are worth talking to. Anyway, what can I say? I'm just being me. The name is Amber, but please just call me Jessica. I'm 16 and i turn 17 next December 13th. I love chocolate mint chip icecream. I'm a person that you can love instantly, but mostly people befriend me to hurt me and leave me to try and break me down. I open my heart to any and everybody and one day all this pain I've felt will pay off. You know I'm me and you are you. All I wanna say is stay you and never change. Staying true to myself has earned me true friends. I'm Jessica and this is me saying I LOVE YOU FOR BEING YOU.