Areikt

I need a gf so BADDD
          	
          	BUT I HAVE SOCIAL ANXIETY
          	
          	SO LIKE I DONT WANNA TALK TO NOBODY 
          	
          	AND MY ENERGY DRAINS SO QUICK IF I TALK TO PPL
          	
          	SO LIKE
          	
          	WHAT DO I DO
          	
          	I NEED A GF THAT LIVES CLOSE AND MY FAM WOULD APPROVE OF :((
          	
          	THEY DONT WANT ME TALKIN ONLINE ANYWAY BUT HEY WHO GAF ATP I KNOW HOW TO KEEP MYSELF SAFE BRO
          	
          	NOBODY HERE IN MY LITTLE ASS TOWN IS GAY AND INTERESTED IN ME SO LIKE WHAT DO I DOOO
          	
          	I NEED A GF SO BAD HELP ME
          	
          	IM SICK RN TOO LIKE I NEED ME A GIRL WHO WANNA CALL AND CUDDLE WITH ME WHEN IM SICK :((
          	
          	UGHHH

Areikt

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Areikt

this is my sickly ranting, ill probably regret this later :p
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Areikt

I need a gf so BADDD
          
          BUT I HAVE SOCIAL ANXIETY
          
          SO LIKE I DONT WANNA TALK TO NOBODY 
          
          AND MY ENERGY DRAINS SO QUICK IF I TALK TO PPL
          
          SO LIKE
          
          WHAT DO I DO
          
          I NEED A GF THAT LIVES CLOSE AND MY FAM WOULD APPROVE OF :((
          
          THEY DONT WANT ME TALKIN ONLINE ANYWAY BUT HEY WHO GAF ATP I KNOW HOW TO KEEP MYSELF SAFE BRO
          
          NOBODY HERE IN MY LITTLE ASS TOWN IS GAY AND INTERESTED IN ME SO LIKE WHAT DO I DOOO
          
          I NEED A GF SO BAD HELP ME
          
          IM SICK RN TOO LIKE I NEED ME A GIRL WHO WANNA CALL AND CUDDLE WITH ME WHEN IM SICK :((
          
          UGHHH

Areikt

I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA I NEED THE JADE TO MY HIINA
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Areikt

this is my sickly ranting, ill probably regret this later :p
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Areikt

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Againn confessions not working, I'll contact a admin abt em (it's just gonna be wife, wife is an admin)
          
          Idk what to do to help my mom man. She's having to face the grief of losing my papa all over again. She's having to do the paperwork and stuff, and she's been trying to get lawyers because a bitch ass guy named Ray is being such a dick. She couldn't get the lawyer because "well u gotta come in sweetie, that's how it works around here" like.. lady we're 6-8 hours away and you wants my mother, a depressed, grief-stricken woman, to come in? 
          
          Anyway, Ray is like a co-owner of the house or something. I don't know how to explain it. But he is a horrible man and is being a bitch about my papa's property because they signed some agreement papers and he's creating loopholes. Now my papa's gone, and my mother is the sole beneficiary to my papa's will. She got everything. But now Ray just foreclosed the property, and my mama can't do anything because she's in a whole other state. My papa lived in a different state than us, so it's a lot harder. And she's been sobbing, and saying she doesn't know what to do. I don't know either. I don't know how to help her. I grabbed her tissues and sat there and rubbed her back, but I don't think I did much to help. I feel horrible. My poor mama. Im a kid I can't do anything but sit back and watch it happen, there's nothing I can do. I just wish there was something I could tell my mama to do and help.

Areikt

Like what do I do man
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Areikt

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Did I mention she has 30 fucking days to get down there and get Papa's stuff before it's foreclosed and she can't get any of it?
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Areikt

I have a confession thing in a server I'm in but it's not working so I'll post it here
          
          So I watched LaurenzSide sm when I was younger, I absolutely loved her and Bobby and Dexter. I think I really fell out of it around the time Lauren had Melody (NOT BC SHE HAD A KID BUT JUST AROUND THAT TIME). But I saw Lauren post a video that said goodbye dexter and I just wanted to see what it was about
          
          I didn't expect to cry. Dude they were talking about Dexter's life story and I just cried. Dexter was such a good boy, and how Lauren talked about him, talking about watching him deteriorate, it just reminded me of how my uncle's dog passed away of old age a bit ago and I never really fully processed it, and then it reminded me of when my grandpa lived here and I watched him deteriorate within months because of metastatic lung cancer, and it just made me break down
          
          I already nearly cried because I had to go find a necklace that could hold ashes for my papa/Grandpa, it just piled on
          
          god life really sucks when it's hitting you what you've lost and never processed really

Areikt

Im trying so hard man, I know my mom is so overwhelmed and feels sick and is stressed out while she doesn't have all her meds right now and then my dad is *no* help to her and only bitches at me and my sibling to clean the house and I'm trying to help, to clean and stay caught up on my chore, and help my mom eat at least a meal even if its soup and help her while she's sick as hell
          
          i hate this dude, why is my family like this, get me out of here for at least a day, I want it to stop