Hey Guys!
So where've I been?
Well since my last update here I've had a lot stuff come up, aha stuff that all came at once, aha I'm proud to say I've had my very first boyfriend in the months I've been away aha, well now I have like uh- five ex's already aha, seems like I'm never able to keep a long-term relationship aha.
I must admit, it's a weird thing for the kiddos who haven't ventured down the tunnel, but I must admit the feeling you get when being in a relationship is one of the best feelings I've felt in a long time- maybe even ever, but I guess the worst thing about being in relationship is not realising the consequences of getting so attached to someone. One minute you're thinking of a future with them and the next you're cursing at the sound of their name, I'll admit I was quite naive to think it was going to be all sunshine and rainbows, but I didn't realise how badly hurt you can get from it...
But I guess that's life, it's about who gets shot down yet gets back up, it doesn't have to be instantly but the ones who are able to stand back up and carry on are the people I will always admire.
Moving on isn't easy, it can take years, I've learned that and I personally have to stop being so desperate to forget these things because I know deep down this stuff and not only this will take long to be forgotten or even be able to move past.
Sometimes I just have to sit down and take a minute, take a deep breath and say to myself.
"I'm Okay, I can get through this..."
And yeah this seems very overdramatic, but I wanted to share my thoughts for anyone in a similar situation.
And if you are in a similar situation where you just feel down then I suggest take one step at a time, every so often talk to someone about it or write down, just get it of your chest, or if you want to you can message me here for any advice or just a plain old conversation.
Anyway I think that's my random TMI for the day! Aha
Updates for the books will be coming soon!
~A.Y
