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Lol so totally unimportant announcement but I just felt like posting it somewhere :p 
          
          So anyways my friend likes twilight (she’s team Jacob) specifically really likes new moon and the Jacob/Bella pairing specifically. I myself have never actually read it but I listen to lots of random book reviews cause they help ease my anxiety and twilight ones are usually the longest so I know A LOT about the books and movies. So anyways (“she has no self confidence” - my friend abt Bella Swan what a Queen. “He’s so fugly” - my friend abt Edward Cullen, technically false has anyone seen this man playing Cedric Diggary? Batman? Okay listen I don’t make the rules-)  
          
          Anyways anyways she HATES Edward and LOVES Jacob (except for the baby imprinting stuff) and I’m over here getting bored as hell at literal midnight reading Edward/Jacob fanfic just to get a general vibe of what twilight fanfic is while smiling to myself cause I KNOW she’d lose her mind if I was subjecting her fav to Edward Cullen. 
          
          Anyways yeah, should I hate read twilight? See what it’s actually about first hand? (I got the impression it was pretty boring despite things that should have been engaging and did a lot of romanticising abusive behaviour)
          
          Ps she actually has an account on this RIP me if she finds out I’m reading Jacob/Edward fanfic 
          
          
          (He’s lovely  - my friend Abt Jacob also lol hi if you see this ily your a great friend plz don’t bury me under my own patio for reading your fav shipped with Edward Cullen ahah it’s just a learning experience it’s not like I actually ship it- I mean- uh- anyways.) 
          
          Ahah anyways thanks for reading this brain vomit ig \_(0w0)_/

Uh, hey folks! If you’re still here honestly thank you and I’m kinda impressed. I don’t really know  what to tell you all but I’ve been having a rather rough time lately, so sorry I’ve been gone for so long! To give you a short and sweet version I got diagnosed with a chronic illness that has been kicking my a** 
          
          AND we’re having another heatwave thing which should be nice but at this point it’s getting a little overwhelmingly warm, we are not made for this kind of weather here TwT 
          
          On another note however I’ve picked up a bunch of new fun hobbies and have gotten WAY back into writing! (If any of you actually remember or stuck around from when I wrote the absolute trash that was “Alpha” you genuinely deserve compensation) 
          
          So yes, no promises of being on here consistently everything is kinda touch and go right now and as it’s close to my birthday and our family holiday I doubt I’ll be on much, but I’d like to give it a go again. Re-writing my first “series” (if you could even call it that) is a fun low stress side project for me so keep an eye out for that if you want to! 
          
          So yeah! I’m back! Not officially or consistently but back!

YOUR ART IS SO GOOD TT

Hey, you good?

Hey Arena, we haven’t talked in a while. You ok?

Arena, I would just like to say, thank you for being there for me. It means a lot, I sometimes think I’m annoying to you, (and I really hope not) but I want you to know your friendship means everything to me. 

Fake story time channels omg help

When u watch Glass/Split and ur friend is tryna convince you the Kevin/The Horde and Casey should be together and ur sitting there ANGRY cause the movie S U C K S (imo) and the way it represents DID makes me want to CRY AND SCREAM but also rlly enemies to lovers when the mfer kidnapped you and two other girls and ur the only one that left alive AND MY FRIENDS THOUGHT THEY WERE IN LOVE I WANT TO SCREAM 
          
          
          I write an essay Abt these movies and why they ain’t good and why I wanna scream, making people into villains cause mental health is EW and GOD I hate the way the quirky villain twist is DID it makes me feel icky (and while I can adjectively appreciate this movie for making me research DID while and after watching it to confirm to myself “hey this stuff isn’t correct” that’s abt all I can give it) 
          
          
          So yeah me angy idk why I watched these movies they make me rant lmao TwT
          
          
          I will 100% write an essay on this at some point tho cause I have too many thoughts and an A* in English to fight for so- 

Plz the attempt at male love interests is SO poor they’re like the same person wearing slightly different shades of the same clothes 

When ur house burns down and u have no bread and jam or jam and bread anymore