Argentavis1101

Me mude a Ao3!!!/ I moved to Ao3!!!

Argentavis1101

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I have a really serious problem... I went to college under a career I really, really don't like (Computational sistems) this year has been so, SO crazy, too many ups and downs, family problems, my mental health is drained, I started working to pay college but when I pay the semester then it will be the same tiring cycle of 'Almost there' to then being gone into something I don't like...  
          
          I want to take a year of rest, save money that will last, then retake the admission exam with a career that i KNOW will be worth it. I hate school, I seriously hate it with my whole soul, I feel like the sistem is wrong, is useless, overcharging your brain with info that YOU WON'T EVER USE IN YOUR LIFE TO FORGET IT THE NEXT DAY AFTER AN EXAM, to make you feel usless bc you aren't an encyclopedia or a diccionary. I am 19, it's my first year, and I actually wanted to take a year off from the start but at first I thought 'I could do it, it's just nerves...' It wasn't nerves, many factors played against me, emotional, family, THIS FUCKING PANDEMIC. I learned a lot from the internet that school can't taught me, I have a work, I have proyects I wanna do... 
          
          Until I find that specific career (Only bc having graduated increases your chances of work? Oh, who am I kidding, even if you graduate with honors there's no certain way you are going to get a job in what you wasted 4 years of your life) I want to make a small bussiness, I have the means to while having a stable job and I don't think I can take working on the morning then having school, it's gonna do a lot of damage to my health and I. Know. It.
          
          I wanted to... Talk to someone before I drop it to my parents. I am an adult but I live undr their roof and the time for payment is right next to the corner, my sister did the same, graduated a year later and started a small bussiness that is slowly growing while having a stable job bc she wants one day to be her own boss. I wanna do that too, I want to have control over my life-

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And do something I like, that I actually enjoy, I have been told that stuff must be done as soon as possible bc time never stops or gets back, then why I don't use it for something I think is worth it? That will actually help me instead of dragging my feet like a zombie and risking lots of debts on something I just don't have motivation to? 
            
            What do you think? Do you have some advice that can help me? Saying or writting it to anyone who wants to read helps me a lot to organize my mind, thanks.
            
            Oh, and I'm still writting stories! Just at a really slow pace bc work takes a toll on me, working on a story right now, see ya!
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Argentavis1101

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Today I found out that outside my mom, the rest of my family don't give a shit about me and I'm trapped with them due to the virus so, How's life going for you, guys?

Argentavis1101

@JustStorySwapChara Narcisistas vs alguien con ADHD (Trastorno por déficit de atención con hiperactividad) cuya terapia es estar AFUERA sin tener que cargar con cosas familiares que no me corresponden... 
            
            La epidemia vino en el PEOR momento... Rip
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JustStorySwapChara

@Argentavis1101 ou, f we :(
            pero por qué lo dices exactamente? (si no es preguntar mucho :^)
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Argentavis1101

Merry Christmas/Hannuka everyone!!! XDDDD

Josumin04

@Argentavis1101 ¡Feliz navidad!! un abrazote ♥
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Argentavis1101

Hey! It's my Birthday!!!! Yay!

PrincessAshTree

@Argentavis1101 late but i really hope you had a happy birthday! ^^
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