hey its whatshername

i want a girlfriend please

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          i love being sick and coughing every 5 fucking seconds

holy shit fellas its 2020, god idk bout you guys but i basically grew up in the 10's decade. happy new year guys!! i love you all so much and im sorry i havent been writing books im still kinda on my writers block plus junior year is fucking hard and gOd tbh i just dont have the time yet to write a story so thank you i love y'all have good day/night

Aladdin! hello Aladdin welcome to the show can i call you Al or maybe just Din or how bout Laddie sounds like here boi *whistles* cOME ON LADDIE
          
          
          okay but hi im bac sorry i havent been on here my old computer somehow got a lot of viruses so i wasnt able to use it but hey im bac now 
          i hope yall had a good Christmas/Hanukkah ive missed yall and i love yall

so. i might have a crush,, but wait theres more!
          1. i dont know her sexuality 
          2. i dont know if shes in a relationship or not
          3. i dont know her personality
          4. i dont have her number
          
          help i fall in love too easily,, it already hurt me but i cant fucking help it please people give me advice for my gay ass

mk so i kinda want a summer romance. but i kinda have high expectations and my mom is kinda sensitive about the whole lesbian relationship thing so i cant really talk to her about it. but my dads chill about it. WHY CANT MY MOM BE AS ACCEPTING AND QUICK TO "ADAPT" LIKE MY DAD

i wanna cut all of my hair off. without going to a hair stylist. i literally hate my long hair and my parents are like "we want you to grow your hair out cuz we want you to do it for dances and special occasions" like i dont mean to sound like a rebellious teenager trying to get their parents pissed off, but i dont even do anything with my hair now so whats the point? i loved my hair short, it felt nice not having a lot of hair and idk about anyone else but having long hair kinda stresses me out cuz to me it seems like theres more weight on yourself and i hate that. having short hair was nice and not that stress ful cuz 
          1. you can get ready easier
          2. stress free cuz you dont have to do anything to it
          but i cant wait till i turn 18 cuz hopefully ill have enough money to have someone cut it AND ILL BE A FULL-FUCKING-ADULT SO MY PARENTS HAVE NO SAY IN MY DECISIONS 
          sorry i just had to vent for a bit have a good day y'all :)

i should probably do my homework
          
          thought in my mind: "how bout you read some gay?".... i have no control over my mind. the mind wants what it wants what can i say

i really gotta get off wattpad its becoming an addiction and my parents are literally gonna kill me if they find all the gay im reading. plus im in trouble but they gave me my phone bac cuz theyre out of own and theyre gonna take it bac when they come bac and i use the site so they can check my search history and find this and be like "O wHaTs ThIs?" and yeah, but i will use this on my computer cuz they dont know the password to muy computer so im safe

how was your day my dear?