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Hi. I know life is hard. So I want you to try something to stop cutting. Draw a butterfly where you usually cut. Let it fade away naturally. Don't scrub it. If you cut there, that means you kill the butterfly. Then you have to draw the butterfly again where it originally was, and repeat, you also have to draw a second in a second place that you cut. I hope this helps. Don't kill the butterfly.