HenryBrand
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ArianaZ6
ArianaZ6
Hi guys I have hundreds of unread notifications bc I’ve been inactive, but I just wanted to say I’m ok after the last post. :,) It took a while, first week was probably the most I’ve cried in a while. Some people act like that’s silly but he was so much more than a pet to me, he didn’t even act like a cat (that’s orange cats for u lol.)
But anyways I just had so much other stress to deal with, and life just goes on….
But hopefully, this year , things will set in place — I need to focus on what to do in the next few months to end my gap year. I feel like my life isn’t rlly going anywhere so I might just end up going uni.
How is everyone else doing?? :)
Frisktheskelegirl
@ArianaZ6 I'm doing pretty good! I got recent news that someone I thought had died wasn't dead so I'm just relieved for that. I still have more to think about in my life though, but usually that's a good thing!
HenryBrand
@ArianaZ6 Good, and you're excused... It's not silly to cry about a pet at all, in my eyes, we hold pets more closely in some instances than other people. Just think about it, you love cats and dogs so much because in our minds, there's no way these guys could ever do something bad or mean it, so to lose someone who was always so nice hurts so much
ArianaZ6
Hopefully I can reply to the notification stuff later once I get a lot of stuff out the way !
ArianaZ6
this message may be offensive
Haven’t checked notifications yet but I’m gna take a break. My cat passed away randomly and I feel like a piece of me died too :( been crying all morning . I searched for him everywhere and turns out he was dead in my neighbours garden. No injury, no signs, nothing. Don’t even know when and why he died because he disappeared on Tuesday. I feel like shit genuinely . He was the sweetest being to both people and other cats :(
Frisktheskelegirl
@ArianaZ6 ofc! Losing ones you love is really hard, and my coping mechanisms are probably considered terrible, so I hope you have some good ones! XD
ArianaZ6
@HenryBrand that’s ok my replies are even later than yours, no worries ! I just wanted to say thank you. And I’m sorry you went through similar, I remember you telling me about it. And it does feel quite numb, especially when he was missing I didn’t get so emotional about it because I didn’t expect this. We all cope in different ways, and your reaction was completely normal for your pet. I think for me, just holding him now lifeless after so long was what made it so hard for me because he had been there for days like that in my neighbours garden , meaning he never truly left us. He had passed that same day he left. And for 3 days I had been looking for him in further places thinking he went out too far. And I also wanted to say thank you for the song suggestions :,) I’m deffo gna give it a listen. You have a unique taste in music and I love hearing new things. I’m glad you did that for your sister :)
HenryBrand
Bibox Malax?
ArianaZ6
I love music but sometimes it lowk makes me feel overstimulated D:
Is that normallllll— to love a song so much u switch it off lmao. ?
Side note :
Music + doing work = nothing gets done. Sadly lol
HenryBrand
@ArianaZ6 Yeah, I feel like that's normal, it also describes the Cruelty Squad soundtrack pretty well
gcbrackett18
No that’s soo real
It honestly depends on the day for me, smtms it helps me focus and others I gotta sing for a few hours xD
kaipae24
@ArianaZ6 There are 8 billion people in the world, and you're one of them. You're so kind and special because you're my friend, that's why I'm sending this to you. want good things to happen to you, so read this... Now that you've read the beginning, you can't escape this. You'll get a new phone this year. You'll get the pet of your dreams this Christmas. Everyone will love you. Send this to 15 people in one hour. If you ignore this, you'l have bad luck for the next three years. You'll struggle with grades next year. This isn't fake. A girl ignored this last year, and everything happened to her. You'll forward this to 15 people in one hour. Then, in five days, this will happen... Day 1: You will wake up to a shocking surprise. Day 2: You will meet your old friend again. Day 3: You will earn money. Day 4: Your day will go great. Day 5: Your favorite person will talk to you. Don't break the chain. You have one hour to send this to fifteen people. NO GROUP CHATS. YOU HAVE ONE HOUR. (after you read this)
ArianaZ6
I’m so over winterrrrrr. It feels too depressing now lol I need some light
HenryBrand
@ArianaZ6 Seasonal depression is my favorite, just strap on the gay glasses and face it *gay glasses = what my sister calls these glasses that shine the colors of the rainbow into your eyes to help with seasonal depression
ArianaZ6
Trigger warning: sensitive topics.
The recent disturbing stuff (ifykyk) in the media has been making me lose faith in humanity x_x but at the same time I kinda knew about a lot of the stuff years ago, I just didn’t expect it to be THIS BAD. I mean I kinda did but it does hit u that so many innocent young ppl were silenced. And I can’t imagine what they went through. Anyways I feel the more I find out the more sick it gets. Ughhhjjddkkdkdmd
ArianaZ6
Ramadan Mubarak to anyone fasting this week ^_^
ArianaZ6
Not me tryna find aesthetic character inspo pics from Pinterest but just finding ai images everywhere bruh
ArianaZ6
@obsessivewriter THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I didn’t mind some ai here and there but mine ended up filled with it lol when looking at character inspo . I will change my settings rn tysm !
obsessivewriter
@ArianaZ6 it's in settings then refine your recommendations then GenAi interests and you have to turn it all off manually. Some still slip through but it filters out a lot :D