@Ariartblue
it's Juneteenth. nothing else is happening today (except i think it's also Garfield's bday, cool cat happy bday) but anyways,,,
it's Juneteenth, much love to us Black ppl everywhere.
no love to tadc, no love to "transBlack" ppl, no love to anti Black racists who "don't see color" and think today has no meaning.
it's official. she has passed on. fuck doctors
i feel like puking.
my grandma has been unresponsive in the hospital and a damn doctor wants to declare her gone which i bet he's the reason why she's like this (cause said doctor had a previous patient before her brain surgery, that had complications)...it's been 3 days. i'm just so angry and depressed. i can't cry rn cause i'm getting the worst head pain that feels like i may end up having an aneurysm. i'm sick of doctors, hospitals, and racist horrid ppl who wanna treat Black patients like ass.
i swear this all is die to medical racism/misogynoir. i just know it...idgaf who don't see color or think it has nothing to do with how shit hospitals/doctors are with Black women. this shit keep happening and it's already known Black ppl suffer most from high blood pressure, head pains, high cholesterol, and diabetes. gee i fucking wonder why in the world we'e living in and the goddamn living conditions we're stuck living in. BUT NOBODY CARES CAUSE WE DON'T MATTER TO ANYONE. NOT MY GRANDMA. NOT MY MOM. MY SISTERS, MY AUNTS, MY COUSINS, MY DAD, MY GRANDPA, MY BROTHERS, MY UNCLES, NONE OF THEM.
WHY DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN. WHY CAN'T SHE JUST BE HERE. PLEASE GRANDMA FIGHT TO LIVE ALL YOUR RELATIVES LITERALLY FLEW DOWN HERE TO SEE YOU. WE LOVE YOU. PLEASE DONT GIVE UP. DONT DIE.
I WANT MY GRANDMA BACK. HER BIRTHDAY IS TODAY. AND SHE CAN'T EVEN CELEBRATE IT RN. CAN'T EVEN CELEBRATE MY YOUNGER SISTERS BIRTHDAY TOMORROW.
it is 2026 and we're still living in a world where non white/non Black POC still say they "don't see color", they believe "all Black ppl are this dark ✋", Black ppl can't be both Asian, Greek, European, German, anything really, Black ppl can't exist in fantasy settings, Black ppl only listen to rap, and if you only see a small few of Black ppl where you live, it must mean that's all the Black ppl in your friggin state/country/continent....sighhhhhhh
wattpad please DARK MODE. IS NEEDED. MANDATORY TO BE ADDED.
i was gonna lose it i thought i lost my acc when i saw "user not found" BUT I SEE IT WAS DOWN CJFHHF
just one more drawing and i'll be off work. anyways,, i was gonna open up my music app so i can draw and play songs....and a google ad plays where it opens up with the FNAF 3 "hi" SOUND EFFECT. UHMMMMM screw google. i'm just laughing how i know it's from fnaf and they probably didn't know that.
STILL BUSY WITH WORK ;-; ,, SOON NEW CHAPTER OF MY FAV BOWSER READER STORY I'LL READ YOU AS A REWARD FOR MY HARD WORK
(i say as i also on the side draw fanart for a DTIYS of Black Sonic and Shadow)
hurting,,, i got spoiled big time on the super mario galaxy movie ;-; ,,,
i finally found the version of I'm Just A Kid by Simple Plan that has the f word in it instead of "what the hell" FINALLY, i thought i was remembering the song wrong (so fun fact, said f word version is actually the demo of the song)