
ArifinAnto
Everyone, truly these past 4 years, I have been through a lot. I mean, it's really a lot. First one, my dear mother passed away and 40 days after that I lost my first son. As a man of the house, I must stay strong for my wife and trying to cope with my grief and depression. Then, my father too passed away 3 months ago, then did you guys know that my little sister, which kind annoying but also loving? She too, passed away. Follows my mom and dad in the afterlife. I became a man of two house, both for my wife and second son then for my two lil brother. I have been wondering, why am i still alive just to suffer? Why am I still sane after all of this? But then again, as a man I have responsibility. I must stand strong no matter how much pain, sadness or any emotional attack life has been gave me. No matter what, I must be the one who stand in the front of two houses. It's heavy. But ready or not... Here I am guys. Still breathing and doing my best. Pray me well.

ManofBeans
Hey man, I was only looking for books to read and I came across your account. But I just wanted to say that I know what it feels like everything in your life is falling apart at a rapid pace. That best thing we can do is live our lives to their fullest in the name of our family. Making sure to smile and live and love in their stead. Stay safe and be with your family, it’s what they would want. You have my prayers my friend.
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SenjiMuramasa934
Don't worry bro, you are strong and this suffering will surely end. I pray for you my brother
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