Everyone, truly these past 4 years, I have been through a lot. I mean, it's really a lot.
First one, my dear mother passed away and 40 days after that I lost my first son. As a man of the house, I must stay strong for my wife and trying to cope with my grief and depression.
Then, my father too passed away 3 months ago, then did you guys know that my little sister, which kind annoying but also loving?
She too, passed away. Follows my mom and dad in the afterlife.
I became a man of two house, both for my wife and second son then for my two lil brother.
I have been wondering, why am i still alive just to suffer? Why am I still sane after all of this?
But then again, as a man I have responsibility. I must stand strong no matter how much pain, sadness or any emotional attack life has been gave me. No matter what, I must be the one who stand in the front of two houses.
It's heavy.
But ready or not... Here I am guys.
Still breathing and doing my best.
Pray me well.