Aristia

The smile you wear on your face doesn't match the war waging inside your heart.
          The breadcrumb trail I follow is misleading,
          for it only offers a peek through the shuttered window of who you truly are.
          I wonder about it all the damn time
          and especially when I lean too close to the mirror.

i hate death 
          
          I hate the way I'm scared
          Too scared to discover that I'll never amount to anything my childhood self hoped for.
          I'm stuck in the wars that prevail on my head with no rest in between. 
          It screams at me.
          Fears spew out of my head with no brake.
          'Am I gonna die a lonely death,
          forgotten by everyone I hold dear,
          rotting in a corner with bated breath,
          hoping for death to be my only companion?'
          

The fog blinds my vision,
          my lips drip with poison.
          and the world that surrounds me is far too silent.
          I don't seem to hear the screams of suffering filled with agony—
          that once caged me in my place with fear.
          Have I gotten used to those terrors in the palace of nightmares, 
          Or have I become the menace, 
          rumoured to terrorize the kingdom of lost hopes.

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