AritheCookieMonster8

Yo it’s been months since I logged on here hi!

AritheCookieMonster8

I am probably the most insecure girl anyone will ever meet. I get so anxious when someone’s at all passive aggressive towards me I’ll think that they hate me and then I gotta try not to cry. Even if I don’t know that person personally. Like on here I think I offended someone I follow and they were passive aggressive and now I’m sad and I think they don’t like me anymore and so I’m tryna see if it’s true by attempting to be subtle. 

youcouldnever0

Not me being the exact same- like sometimes I reply to comments and it escalates and i end up wishing I kept my mouth shut
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angel_hyun_

//honestly i feel sorta the same way ngl 
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AritheCookieMonster8

I’m genuinely surprised about my lack of knowledge of anatomy and sex. But then again, I’m a 17 year old girl who’s never even held hands with a guy that wasn’t related to me...

angel_hyun_

//yeah i danced with him in seventh grade and we were arms length from each other and also swaying awkwardly :')
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AritheCookieMonster8

LMAOOO the only times I’ve “danced” with guys were in my middle school dances. Those were barely even anything since all we did was sway awkwardly  other than that I have ATTEMPTED to flirt with some boys but those never went over well cuz I’m a stupid inexperienced bîtch . Oof, I’ve had like 10 crushes since 1st grade (one of them I was CONVINCED I was in love with) but I haven’t had a crush on a real boy since junior year, only anime boys 
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angel_hyun_

//bruh-
            
            I have.. Danced with one guy uhm.. Then touched hands with two others cause my friends are like "you've never even held hands before" so uh yeh- :^ 
            
            Other than that
            Uh
            I have a crush
            Or two
            Or three.. One mAy be online- idrk rn, the others are irl and i have never talked to them in my life :'D I'm horrible with this relationship thing T~T//
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AritheCookieMonster8

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I need more friends. My one friend left me on delivered for two weeks and ovbly texted me to say she has a bf and my best friends  isn’t always available cuz she got her own shit goin on. N my cousins and other “friend” don’t ever wanna talk or listen to me so I don’t wanna talk to them and I don’t wanna bother anyone else. Btw if there’s typos it’s cuz I’m currently crying with my glasses off so I can’t see at all 

AritheCookieMonster8

PLEASE INTERACT
          Haiii! So I was wonderinggggg. Idk if y’all saw this but I posted on my main account (I think on here too) that I wanted to write a story (oh I remember I posted on here that I wanted to write fan fictions). And I pretty much got no reaction except for my best friend. BUTTT I started writing a story and lost all inspiration and now I only have a small excerpt. I also started writing a couple of fan fictions from different fandoms, which I also lost all inspiration for and only have small excerpts. SO I decided (if y’all would like) to make a book and post all my fan fiction drabbles in one place (most likely on this account) and also post the excerpt of my story (on my other account) . I’d really appreciate it if y’all would interacts with me under this post, on the story, and on my other account which is in my bio. THANK U ❤️❤️